Sunday morning

Another Sunday morning,
Today's plan is to clean and tidy up my messy room before heading to Penang later! =D
Threw all the rubbish and useless stuffs in my room and finally its done!
this cleaning and tidy job is no ending.....
Because....i spent 3 hours to clean up and tidy everything; and i made that everything turned into a mess just in 5 minutes @_@ sad case.....and this routine repeats and repeats~

the very dull cupboard

i realised as the years passed, the colours in my cupboard are getting darker and darker,
and i remembered i used to have many pink clothes,and also other bright colour clothes... not because i like pink that much, but i just think that i looked good in pink (because it make my skin looks fairer :P)
BUT NOW, when i look through my clothes,what i can see the most is just BLACK and GREY...:(:( blame the fact that black is the best colour when you got lots of fats to hide. the mystic of slimming effect for fat girl like me
i realised my outfit are getting so DULL and BoreD nowadays. very bad. i seriously need to get more colourful and brightening clothes now.

最近的生活只可以用两个字形容
忙。
烦。
学业和生活的压力也跟着来
人家说，压力会让人喘不过气来，
现在的我真的喘不过气来，但是一直还没找到能医治的方法。
我决定要去验血，和做螺旋杆菌测试，因为医生建议我查看是不是肠胃问题，
说来容易做来难啊~换成今天在美里就好~没有自己的交通去哪儿都难，加上时间有限，想要看专科医生却总是打退堂鼓，不到病情严重的地步总是不理~唉~~~我很讨厌这样的自己，什么事情都做不好
正常舒畅的呼吸对我来说是奢侈品。。。
失去后才懂得它的珍贵
真的真的希望这些问题毛病可以离开，
我的·要求不高，我只要能正常的呼吸就好

Peaceful Sunday

2 small piece of cheesecakes from Marriott Hotel <3  Jim Jim ,Thanks for the cake! 

i love cheese cakes

 This was my last Sunday enjoying being a potato coach at home this whole night~

Weekends are all about Relaxing~ and eating...again~~

sigh....i went for supper with Jim Jim and Avin at Saturday night after church fellowship,

i'm not supposed to have any supper at this time...

i just wanted to bring them to eat something since both of them haven't take their dinner.

ended up i also share those foods with them at deadly 11.30pm!!!super FATtening i know!

Before that we went to Marriott hotel to buy the Cheesecake straight after leaving from church, because it was the biirthday of Jim‘s friend, so she wanted to buy her a cake, 

we rushed to there before the clock strikes 10pm,because they will be closing at 10pm...

but then failed to contact her friend so we went for supper. it was so difficult to find a single parking space, 

i drove many rounds and then finally found a place for parking my car which is not so near so we have to walk a bit. The night is windy+cool and  luckily there's no rain.

Jim also gave me 2 piece of cheese cake since i never tried the cheese cake from Marriott Hotel. 

it was very nice, the cake is so soft it melted in my mouth and very RICH with cheese!

 i immediately fall IN love for the First bite! 

Again, i already had plenty of cakes in this month.(there's birthday for 5 month continuously among my family members starting from the month of JULY,so i used to ask mom don't buy cake for my birthday because i had too much) 

 this time its just 2 small pieces and i shared it with my family so i was actually not eating that much. Thanks God~~

i was very much excited this Sunday morning after church because i met my cousins and also my grandma there in church. Then we discussed  about the trip to Mount KK,because i told them i wanted to go if there's a chance! Happy to hear that they are also planning to organize another trip to there again, and this time with all our cousins because many of them were interested too! 

i told them to place this trip next year at the time i had graduated and very much free!! 

Hope everything gets right so there i am one step closer to my dream! Luck is very important too because my dad failed to reach the top of the mountain this time due to the heavy fog up there. 

i must pray hard for this! :P

One more week is there for my report to be completed! By this week i also have to get all things done before back to campus for my new Sem.

Dad is back so i don't need to go to look shop this week, so i got more time for my own things now. :)

 I'm planning to get a facial wash at KOSE tomorrow because i still cant find a  beauty centre which is good enough in SP yet.

Little Dreams of life

I had been so free lately and came out with this random post.

Ahh I got a few little dreams which I wish they could be real one day =D :)

Latin Dancers are HOT! Aren't they??

I always admired the dancers which can dance gracefully on the stage. Though I’m not a big fan of modern dance/hot dance but still admire them a lot. I wished that I can have the chance to learn Latin dance one day! I always love to watch the gestures of Latin dancers, their expressions and movements made me felt that they are so full of confidence and energetic~ I just love it so much! And did I tell you I love Latin songs too. J

Vanessa Mae, she's talented and she looks so sexy with that transparent violin~

And I also wished that I could have the time and patient to continue learning violin. I’m so inspired by Vannessa Mae cos she’s so COOL that she can be so sexy and gorgeous when she plays her electric violin/the transparent violin/whatever violin she’s using also look so damn cool! And I also love orchestra a lot! The music which catches my ear the most is actually orchestra! I get goose bumps on me every time listening to orchestra music because I am in awe of the harmonious melody made up by so many instruments. I stopped learning both piano and violin for many years and I think I will never go back for piano lesson anymore since it was like a nightmare to me( I hate piano class but I enjoyed playing it at home)but for violin…hmm…its always in my consideration.

Flawless skin is also another secret wish of mine! But reality is so cruel because i got this hormonal imbalance problem  for quite some time giving me many trouble for my skin and I have not yet getting rid of them after burning so much of $$ on skincare…facial treatment packages…medicine…supplement..etc.etc… Lvery sad~when will I finally conquer them?

I wished that my working life will be very interesting~ but I have no idea how will it be….anyway I just don’t want myself to be like a dead fish after starting to work. I wanna have great life, wished that the next stage of life will be interesting, happening, meaningful, and fruitful!

Explore the wonders of the world

Another challenge I would like to take it is that I wanna go for backpacking travelling! i wish that I am brave enough to go alone but that will be too much for me because I’m not yet that brave~ so maybe having a companion will be good enough! I guess this will be a great experience and I wish that I get this chance to explore new places not just like the type of travelling brought along by the tourist guide and they will just bring u around the famous tourist attraction places and you will take loads of pictures then leave that place. I want it to be more exciting~ Hope that one day I can have this adventure of backpacking trip! I believe This will be fun.

the next thing is...I always wanted to make my parents to feel proud of me! J That’s why I have to study harder now so I don’t disappoint them since they had spent so much of time, $$$ and effort to educate me, feed me, they put us as the first priority in their life, how could I let them down, if I am then I am such a useless daughter. So in this coming one year, also the LAST semester I’m going to spent in University, the only last year I will be having lectures, exams….i shall be proud to say that I am still a student (because many of my friends had just graduated and started with their carrier), I am still having the privilege for being a student, so I MUST do what a student should do, to study hard!!! And also not remember to play hard~

 Here... it’s the one which I keep repeating over the years……(always speak louder than action) I must keep fit~ this is what mom warns me every time I’m back to home! She’s more concern about my weight issue than my studies! Exercising is not big deal for me but the problem I got is with my diet. Sometimes I just can’t resist the temptation of foods or eating at inappropriate time especially when I’m with my friends~~~I’m not a big eater but the foods that I like are having high calories L I’m trying my best to discard those unhealthy ones from my list. 

Till then~~these are the random thoughts in my mind at this moment. 

Cheer for the sake that Weekend is coming again :):) 

oh God this reminds me of the Report again

I felt like time is passing like bullet train when it comes to holiday~ i was still dreaming on my weekends and now i woke up and realised its WEDNESDAY already! it's mid week! and i don't think i had done much things in these days~~ 

Woke up late this morning when its almost noon time, the first thing greeted me today is this....a text from MR ARC. (he's so hardworking bcos he messaged almost all the students under his group very frequently during our industrial training to give his 'word of wisdom' time to time....and they are 11 students in our group!)

 He kindly advising us to work hard for our training report. And of course, i haven't start even a BIT of it...cos it's holiday no? But its shame on me as i saw this text from him to remind us not to wait until tomorrow, that's what i had in my mind always :P  LOL..

                           Yes Sir! i promise i will...only if i am such a hardworking student....but I'm NOT....

I'm still trying to be as healthy as i can, at least i didn't failed for my breakfast.failed for other meals of the day :( Having all sorts of Muesli , oats and cereals, even though they don't taste as good as my favourite MILO/coffee....etc.etc.)

Healthy. Low Fat. Low sugar.

Bumped up with Esther! yay~~

Went to Merdeka Mall this afternoon with family, and u know what? I bumped up with Esther there!! woohoo~~
i can just say...wow!! Last holiday(December2010) i met her in Parkson, where i saw her dad there first, later i found out she was there!
Today i was actually wondering whether i will be lucky enough to still met her anywhere in town like last time....and this became REAL!
Without notice, i was actually standing in front of her, i meant...just RIGHT in front of her while she was having her lunch at the food court!
But i didnt saw her and she didnt saw me either, instead, she saw my mom and think she's familiar ~ then she suddenly waved to me and hold my hands! SURPRISED MUCHHHhhhhh~~~~ so happy to see her again not seeing her for long time! and she was having lunch with her church friends~I gotta say that she's getting prettier again! :):)
i must describe her as 'Lovely pretty sexy playful  talented cute funny adventerous  Esther'!
and tomorrow we gonna meet up, together with Bill, he's just back from his kampung today!
Looking forward for the gathering of the Aimster soon! =)

and very sadly i gonna say BYE to my weekends now....:(:( no more excuses for junk foods okay!! i ate Chicago7 fried chicken this afternoon, yes its fried chicken! oily, unhealthy, and fattening enough! but wait, its yummy and i think its even finger licking food  than KFC's! how could i struggle my taste bud for not eating?i knew i'm such a loser always when it comes to dieting~~~ and worse, dad bought mooncakes back at home now:(:( arghh....so much temptations of foods around me.... its good enough that i went for jogging this evening and i brought along mom to force her to do some exercise too(to at least burn off little bit percentage the extra calories from food that i'm not suppose to take)
Gotta be more determined and continue to live healthy this week ahead! i need to DETOX and get rid of toxins from my body! :D

Good morning

i thought of going for a healthy morning jog today
and i thought i was waking up early at 7a.m.
unfortunately, i had forgotten that i am now in East Malaysia where the sun rises much much more earlier than the Northern West M'sia :(:(
the bright sun had already came out at 7.30a.m. when i am ready to go out with myself all geared up....i gave up after jogging for 15 minutes at the neighbourhood (instead of going to the park i think i better just jog around my house so i don't need to be exposed to the sun for that extra walking distance)
its too hot and i don't want to be tan either~~
here it ends my 'healthy morning jog'.t
Gonna made myself motivated to do my REPORT for industrial training today! T.T   Although I'm so reluctant to do it.....

i love google page^^

Google page looks so cute and fun today! bcos it's the 160th anniversary of first world's fair. See that there's a magnifying glass when you scroll your mouse over it~ this is fun. :P

the original one

this is the view under the 'magnifying glass' cool right? hahaha....

跑步

今天想说在家坐了那么多天一直忙读书准备小考，坐的屁股都扁了。。。看着厚厚的Applied Therapeutics Notes 脑袋也快发荒了 @_@

所以决定要去对面的公园跑步，

于是，带上耳机，换上运动装就出发了，那是已是7点钟，也正是太阳刚刚下山的时候

在吉打最特别之处就是这里的时间和砂劳越的时间，以前总是在4点或是5点钟就出发去跑步了，而六点钟就天色昏暗要回家了~~妈妈说六点半前最好给我回来了啦，晚上很暗有坏人:P

在这里有时间的有点矛盾，因为七点是我正常的晚餐时间，

以我的习惯，跑步后我要等一个钟后才可以洗澡，洗完澡了才可以进食，不然消化不良啊 

那不就已经晚上九点了吗？天啊！这也不行啊！这样算是宵夜了吧？不健康啊~~~

所以，究竟是要早些顶着大太阳去跑步呢？还是把晚餐时间改迟些？所以有时干脆不去了（懒人的借口最多）我会选择早些吃一点东西，但不过饱，就有体力跑步，回家后不会太饿，晚餐也不用吃太丰盛，就刚刚好~

所以说，游泳比较好,比较省时。^-^

言归正专，刚才跑步到一半时，忽然感受到了大大滴的雨滴开始滴下，那时的天空已布满乌云，但我想说离家里很靠近，再慢跑多一下就到家了。。。

但是越看越不对劲了，雨滴迅速增加~~于是本小姐就猛踩油门赶紧往家的方向不顾一切的跑，但是毕竟能力体力都有限，也没能跑多快, 幸好赶得及就在倾盆大雨落下的前一刻冲到了家门口！好险啊！一关上篱笆门就听到大雨快速落下的声音！感谢主多给我那几秒钟的时间让我及时赶回家，我的一身还是干的耶~~ 哈哈哈。。。。就这样结束了今天短短半小时的跑步，不管怎样至少也有到户外活动活动了筋骨~也不错啦！

运动完，又是时候读书啦~~

my mid term study break

i am glad and blissful with everything i had now!

i had my happy life since i quit staying in aimst hostel :) i do like university life but just i need some time of my own to free myself from the crowd

so now i am having my extreme stress-free study week... it's already the 4th day of my going-to-end study week :(

i am in my own comfort zone which is a peaceful place for me

where i don't need too face with too much of peoples 

and i am happy too because i got a good chef - "the sexy, hot, funny ,cute or the craziest chef" at home now :P

and here's our healthy soup of the day! its full with goodness, of course taste as good too, and an undeniably healthy one~  谢谢啦楼下的绝世美女厨师！

with my favourite corn inside, and veggies, tomatoes, black fungus, mushrooms..

Eve and me made our decision yesterday to get off from facebook temporarily because of too much lameness in fb~ i think i am wasting my time when i am browsing through fb for no reason without gaining anything useful for me at the end of the day~ so i made the decision to deactivate my acc ^^

but then i might spend more time to watch pps if i am searching for entertainment, at least i knew i am watching something funny or nice , and the movie,drama, or ent show must had been contributed by the artists and actors and they had made effort for it so people are watching them, so it will be more worth for me to spent my time there~( there could be a million of excuses for myself just to watch more pps)

and i started to explore 新浪微博~ who knows maybe i could have find something more interesting there? :P

so today is the first day of our NO FACEBOOK DAY!!

i dont know why......

i am having big big trouble to stay awake in class
and this not funny at all
this problem started since i enter my degree 2 years back....and i still cant find ways to deal with it
last time it was serious, i fall asleep unconsciously
and now it turns to be better than previous
but still, I'm 'fishing' in almost every class i had, and maybe sometimes when i am lucky, or when i had thick cup of white coffee, i stay alert for the class, or probably i just fall asleep once or twice in the one hour lecture.
i tried many ways but seems like it's not that effective on me, last time i went for cardio exercise frequently, i take naps, i drink coffee, i drink tea....many many ways i had tried, but there is still no perfect solution for me
 :( :(
but one thing i am lucky is that i only tend to fall asleep in class, and i can be very alert after that hour.....
so, there's still another chance for me to study and catch up the lectures i missed in class.
i slept at 10pm last night and woke at 6am to study for practical exam today, i thought 8 hours of sleep supposed to be sufficient for an adult? and i always had good quality sleep, i seldom woke up at midnight if nothing happens....but i still fall asleep in class. T.T
i really don't know whats wrong with myself?
i need a solution!!!!anyone have wise advise for this kind of weird problem pls do tell me~~ i will be happy for it.

Floating with bamboo stick

china ladies 'floating' on water by using bamboo sticks!

Out of boredom i blogged, and why am i still here blogging since i am going to have practical exam tomorrow?? because I'm so not wanting to switch into studying mode today T.T
Even white coffee cant help me to concentrate so i decided to look on something more interesting and....
NAH...i found this in my Email
see what?
China peoples are very very 'talented' and thought of having such kinda of water sports which is so risky and seems so impossible~~~
they can walk on just a thin bamboo stick and yet balancing themselves so well!!! i must give big claps for them if i were on the spot.

see,even little boy can do it!

uncle also can do it well!!!

Fact of the day:
i measured the length of my face and report that it is 18cm long.
why am i doing this? because i realised i got a short short face which make the proportion of me in the photos get distorted always, short face with unmatched big size body~~ lol~~

Day of GREY!

TODAY IS THE day of GREY! :)
Because 3 of us, Evelyn and Lilies~are wearing grey colour outfit so coincidentally! at the same time with jeans and heels too!
Just came back from campus, and once again, the sleeping virus is following me whole day through~~ had 4 hours of lectures and i fall asleep for the first 3 lectures and finally turned alert a bit in the last lecture.
Today's pharmacology practical, was an interesting one, because we're using the real version of frog for the drug administration, instead of just using the computerized programme which we always do so. Of course, we're just watching the demonstration from our professors and lecturers, not us who were doing it.

mid sem over

Finally, the hectic half sem of year 3 sem 1 had passed, and mid semester exam is over. :)
i can take some breath and relax for some while~~ but its really just for ' some while'
because the even hectic half semester is coming..practical exam, assignments....bla bla bla...and final exam coming soon... time flies and i can see that December is coming, Christmas tree soon will be set up anywhere~~*dreaming the holidays are coming*
talking about the pass few weeks back, i hadn't being free enough to update neither my blog or my dairy~~ that's bad...because the purpose of me writing blog is for me to keep track of what had i did in the past, but i failed whenever i am busy...I'm thinking of updating for the previous tits and bits of my life here later, when i got the time :)
This 2 weeks had been a busy and contented week,

Mid semester exam is tiring but i like it when i am having exam, because that's the reason which force me to study real hard, woke up very very early every morning with Evelyn to study

Finally i had my printer back,bcoz i had sent it to repair for more than 1 month and didn't have the time to get it back~ =P happy to see my printer functioning again.

Went to Queensbay's Neway last Saturday with the others for the 1st time to celebrate Evelyn's birthday, and had buffet there, i think it was quite nice :)

i like busy life because life's not that dull, even though i am having lots of assignments and left behind my studies~

i like the way how i can escape and get some fun after having whole day of class :D

Accompanied Eve and Erene to the music studio for recording~ enjoyed watching and learn how a music recording process was like~

I'm happy when there's someone cooking nice foods for me too! :) Lily Soon i love u! hahahaha~~~~
i'm just happy to have you coming to my house and spent time together, happy for having such a friend like you!

i had being contented and had mind of peace all the time, because I'm now living in just a small house with 3 people, and my mood hardly get affected by anyone, i just love the way how peaceful it was in this small corner of mine, away from possible distractions when i was staying in hostel...maybe just some small stuffs like "someone had made the toilet dirty" will be just that irritating and these little by little made me get mad.....

so now, i am very happy to have a place belong to me and not letting anyone affect my happy mood!
and i love to have my this cute cousin evelyn to stay with me! ^^
and its perfect when we finally can sleep in aircond room~ no worries for hot weather and sleepless night anymore :) yeah~~

for next week, i think i gonna work hard for the 4 assignments and study for practical exam is it's possible, so that when i am back from camp I'll be able to prepare for the practical exams and viva.
till then....gonna stop at here and continue in my next post.

my new love & the funny incident

I'm now in love with Wasabi~
for indescribable reason, i'm just getting more and more in love with it!
the thing which once upon a time i hate, and thought it was disgusting to have it.
that's how people changed.

Maybe one day i can change to a better person who no longer get terrified of lizards???:D
i wish i could, so that i wont be wondering around the toilet whenever i enter, to see whether there's any 'lil creatures'
and i wont be timid and stay outside a room because i saw a lizard is inside....
and too, i wont be so scared to go upstairs to my bedroom and rather don't go for bed if  i saw there's a lizard passing by the staircase
and i wont be distracted from doing any other things just because i saw them passing by...
and i dont want to be helpless just because they appear around me ~~~ how can i how can i~ you this little thing!!
i dont like the fact that i am just so super afraid of just this little creature, but i have no idea why?
it always seems that disgusting for me.
BUT i'm not that timid all the time,
i can be very brave when i saw a cockroach or spider!
they dont have that super power to make me scared of them *proud face* :P
dunno why am i blogging about this~~ewwww.....
btw, i'm stupid sometimes,
i  jumped away  when i opened a box and saw the kittens inside
that's because i didnt expect such things to be in the living room
i saw a box in the living room and thought it could be something like newspaper or??
and i didnt knew that it was mom who brought the kittens inside since it was rainy outside and cool, she brought them in and use hairdryer to warm and dry the kittens, after that she keep them in the box.
when i came back home i just talked to her and i noticed there was a box and i open it,
the moment i opened it i thought it was mice inside so i ran away and shouted
they thought it must be the lizard had went inside the box which made me having such big reactions
i still couldnt calm down for that few minutes because i thought it was very scary, especially when i saw the fury things inside the box! the reason i got shocked is because i saw the things with furs
Now i think myself looked super funny because i was having that exaggerated reaction
i could have appeared in 'American Funniest Video" if there's someone recording for me~ hahaha...
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i saw caterpillar!!

u know what????

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i saw a caterpillar today! 

it crawled out from the vege while i soaked them in water!

aaaahhhhh....

see>>>

but this shows that the vege are really save to eat and no pesticide right?

part-time housewife

For i had been lived for 20+ years,
finally its the 1st time ever in my life that my parents were not at home more than 24 hours~
muahahahaha.....
i had been wondering for years how would it be 'when your parents were not around'?
its not that fun
i transformed to be the maid, driver, housewife,...everything
i gotta wake up soooo damn early this morning! just to send Avin to school,
and we're almost late because of overslept,
so i need to speed up to send him to school, but....still... he was late~
and it was boring when there's so few ppl at home,
and I'm not going to have any outings because housewife supposed to be at home~wahahaha....
actually its because my grandma is here and i gotta look after her and stay at home,
some more i need to cook and drive Avin to sch and tuitons.
feeling lazy to go anywhere else
And as a Housewife, I'm really glad that the rainy and cloudy days had gone,
last week the weather was bad (point of view of a housewife)
because the rain was frequent and i need to run in and out to SAVE my clothes from getting wet!
all the clothes are not dried and imagine this continues for few days and the not-so-dry clothes are like mountains and there's no more place for the clothes to hang sometimes @_@
this is the time when we need the clothes drying machine...but i still preferred clothes dried under the sunlight, i think its more hygiene and I'm full using the natural source from God ^_^
so i tell u housewife is not an easy job~
mom is very pro because she's worked as a housewife and she's also working in dad's shop! :)
so i said that my parents are great! ♥
Holidays are GREAT! even though its boring sometimes, i still enjoyed it!

making decision....A or B or C????

sometimes

its so difficult to make decision 

when u need to be considerate for everything,

what to do? i have no idea....i prayed and hoped that the decision will the best solution!

Final exam is coming but the mood of studying was conquered by my own messy thoughts

next week gonna be very important, its our study week and i knew...i gonna have hard times...

Saving Love Coins in the Piggy Bank

Love between couple and friendship can both be described as a piggy bank.
every single little good things we do to others is as that we are saving a little penny in their piggy bank,
a smile, a laughter, sharing jokes, listening to them, helping each other, being thoughtful, spent time together, understanding,....
is like you're saving love coins to the piggy bank,
the love between each other grew when the love coins became more
the bank will be full if you're saving everyday,
the love coins will lost itself when there's misunderstandings, quarrels, dislikes, etc.
But, if the piggy bank is rich enough, it can afford to lose the love coins, and time can heals the piggy bank and it will become rich again if there's someone saving love coins into it;
However, when the piggy bank is poor,
it will easily become broke once it lost it's love coins in it, and soon it will bankrupt.
save your love coins everyday so that there wont be any chances for the piggy bank to get dried up of love coins. =)