~seeking for the best ~

From the first day i start to work as a teacher in school,
i knew very clear that teaching will definitely not be my future career.
Bcoz i don't enjoy this job at all, although the working hours are less but it is also tiring.
Compared to other job, as a teacher, u need to face with 40++ of students in a class ,if all the classes are added together, equals to 300++, also means that u need to use 300 different methods to educate them if u want them to be a perfect one, this is a little bit too tough for me.
There are times that they are adorable, but sometimes annoying and naughty too...
Besides teaching, there's a lot of stuffs to do, eg: sports day, food sale, paper work, counseling students bla bla bla...(i just hate this)
Anyway, this will be a useful experience.
So now i have a clearer view about what i wish to do in my future.
Still seeking for the best career that suits me in my lifetime!
U will never know which is the best unless u had gone through different experiences in life.

a normal day

There is only one word to describe the opening ceremony of 2008 Olympic,
it was G-R-E-A-T!
Even though i am going to teach for replacement classes the next day, i still watch until midnight, and end up feeling very very sleepy in school the following day. I guess the students knew it by looking on my face expressions...zzzz..zz..

2008 olympic is coming!

2008 olympic opening ceremony is just an hour from now!
I am looking forward for it now~~ ^^

study life v.s .teaching life

Currently, i am trying out new things-teaching in my previous secondary school,
the reason i choose this sch is bcoz my bro is studying here,
i don't need to worry for the transport to my working place at all.
and i can meet my friends who are still studying in sch.
but when i started to work at the 1st day, i began to regret,
bcoz the classes i entered at my 1st day of teaching made me so disappoint!!! arrgh....
but at the following teaching days, things turned better as i am no longer teaching those classes that irritates me now! :P
this is a rather challenging job for me bcoz i never ever thought that i will be teaching secondary classes.
and i am not that fierce to make sure those students are controlled and well behaved
so, the only thing that i can do is--- pretend to be FIERCE and not to be too polite to them~
that means i am wearing a mask to class everyday.
this is really different from my study life in secondary sch.
now i understand why teachers in sch always look so serious and scary(what i used to thought of), but actually they are kind and fun if they are not teaching in class!
looking at those kids made me thought of a lots of stupid and funny memories when i used to be a student in school, school life is crazy and fun (if there are no books and homework)!

MIRI is H-O-T!!

Yeah,this is the thing what i need for today!!

It is an EXTREMELY HOT day!!!!
and the air cond in office is not fully function!(no cool air, but only hot air) somemore i am wearing thick clothes....
made me sweat in the air conditioned office ...
this is definitely not my day~

i am so confused

a few days ago i received my final exam result, it was okay and better than what i expected.
but i don't felt joy at all...bcoz i am so confused about my next step...

i just don't wish to think about it
but now i have no choice, i must make my decision a.s.a.p!!
i felt stress and now i understand the situation that the writer of the poem- "the road not taken"
i am having the same feelings...
i still not sure about where is my next destination
and i am still learning not to worry
bcoz in the bible did said that "worry is a sin"
i believe that everything will be perfect in God's plan.

kids ....

After my friends left miri,
i went to work as a part time teacher in my previous primary school for 5 days.
i never thought that one day i will be a teacher in school!!
wow...
but i am glad to have this opportunity once in my life!
anyway i am just teaching for few days to replace the teachers who are attending courses
how lucky am i...i get to teach primary one students!!!oh....they are so...... cute!!
but cant denied that they are naughty as well.
but i like to teach them compare to other classes,
those students are super active! whenever i asked them questions, the whole class will raise their hands...i almost faint when i saw this...@_@
and not just once, is every single time... they also love to write on the blackboard so much,
they even request me to let them to answer more question on board...
i am speechless when i saw this...it was fun but tiring too, bcoz i need to try with a lot of methods to let them calm down.
i also enjoyed when i have music class with them, sometimes when they sing, i felt like i was in a market...but their expressions on their face was so innocent, this is why kids are adorable.
i remembered that last time when i was in primary sch, i dont think our class were so active like them...so i get a conclusion--kids nowadays are so so so sporting in class! :p
there's much more funny things that happen in class... this was really a wonderful experience for me.
it was really fun when i study in primary school, no worries and stress...

i love Miri

Before, i never thought that Miri was a nice place...
but during this holiday, i brought my frenz from perlis to go around
and visit my hometown,
then i realised that actually it was a great place to stay, the sky is so blue and we have lots of flowers and plants around us...
Life at here is peaceful, and i just love it...

what a divine day

"i can feel the sea breeze!"

Esplanade beach, tze yen and me

tanjung beach

marina bay- there's a lot of "seahorse" in miri, i think this one is the largest.. :p

jia xin and me

precious time to gather all of us in miri :)

big boss's Bday

13.07, is our big boss's birthday!
we didn't have much celebrations for him, everything is just simple.
but, there is still something nice for him, from us ^^

this is the no bake cheese cake that i made for him,
unfortunately, i m not that good, the cake was not nice...


(AVIN, LILY, DAD, MOM & BARRY with spiky hair)

and next, this is from my lil bro, avin.
he is creative, i cant stop laughing when i saw this,
it was cute, and i like it!
( can u notice that there is a tiny green stuff with black spots on the bottom of this pic??
at first it was drawn without spots, after i had a good laugh on it, avin decided to add some spots so it look like a real "caterpillar". Try to have a clearer look. No kidding, the caterpillar which can speak had an eye on it.... ) :P

4 in 1 gathering

Finally our 4 in 1 gathering is held last night,
Mei Vui, Katty, Mary and i had dinner together,
and enjoy our gathering very much b"coz i had not meet them for some time,
the last time i saw them was last year Nov, even though i did came back for CNY but we didn't manage for the gathering as i went back to Sibu...
i am glad that all of us is in Miri now, and we have plenty of time to meet with each other now! except Katty~ cos she is having exam soon... :P

after having exam,
i have nothing much to do at home now,
just relax and wait patiently for my result to reach my mail box soon....