i dont know why......

i am having big big trouble to stay awake in class
and this not funny at all
this problem started since i enter my degree 2 years back....and i still cant find ways to deal with it
last time it was serious, i fall asleep unconsciously
and now it turns to be better than previous
but still, I'm 'fishing' in almost every class i had, and maybe sometimes when i am lucky, or when i had thick cup of white coffee, i stay alert for the class, or probably i just fall asleep once or twice in the one hour lecture.
i tried many ways but seems like it's not that effective on me, last time i went for cardio exercise frequently, i take naps, i drink coffee, i drink tea....many many ways i had tried, but there is still no perfect solution for me
 :( :(
but one thing i am lucky is that i only tend to fall asleep in class, and i can be very alert after that hour.....
so, there's still another chance for me to study and catch up the lectures i missed in class.
i slept at 10pm last night and woke at 6am to study for practical exam today, i thought 8 hours of sleep supposed to be sufficient for an adult? and i always had good quality sleep, i seldom woke up at midnight if nothing happens....but i still fall asleep in class. T.T
i really don't know whats wrong with myself?
i need a solution!!!!anyone have wise advise for this kind of weird problem pls do tell me~~ i will be happy for it.

CAMP AT CAMERON

Here is another blog post with photos about our camp up to Cameron Highlands.

let the pictures tell you the story.....

^_^

the sky is still dark.....

before our departure, early in the morning in AIMST campus.

yeah!jump high up into the sky!

our group photo

the arrival of our van!the bus is still on the way that time.. girls talk~

photo shoot of us and the van which brought us up to the highland!

playground~ and after this last photo of us in the playground we were told that only children below 12 years old can use the play ground...means that we are too old to step foot in this playground

Jasper-our president for the camp.

my fellow group members

again, my group members here :)

my group playing the station games

.counting the red beans and green beans seriously...

jenjiun, yy, and me

The rambutan tree

a view of the place where we stayed

huge butterflies can be seen at the camp site! :P its real BIG!!

another butterfly, or moth? i'm not sure about it.

the arrival of the bus! after long wait....

and the happy face when you finally saw the foods coming after a long wait.... ^^

peeped through the hole and what did u saw?

 its Felicia and Me the 2 beautiful girls walking along =P

meal time! good foods they had prepared for us! 
rescuing the pity students escaped from AIMST jaya catering lousy foods

the very grand opening ceremony for the camp!

Can u see lights? after the love shape puzzle is fixed into the the earth model, the light Pops out and u can see the words behind of the earth model flipped out~ very creative!

with our strawberries and sweet corns

my bowl of fresh strawberries honey yogurt! heavenly delicious!

yay fresh strawberries!

big bowl of fresh salad! so in love with it!

the happy guys

fresh salad~ tasted so good! me LIKE it!

my favourite salad vege...good if i can bring all of them back~~~

siaw feng, jen jiun and me! with the huge flowers to show that our face are very small~

huge cactus!again...we can look smaller in size here

cute baby cactus! so adorable!

with the beautiful flowers

strawberry ice, strawberries and lollipops~

a feng and lily :)

visited the 'time tunnel', where u can see lots of antique stuffs inside there.

the antique guitar, without string

lastly....me and the cactus, brought it back home along :)

Floating with bamboo stick

china ladies 'floating' on water by using bamboo sticks!

Out of boredom i blogged, and why am i still here blogging since i am going to have practical exam tomorrow?? because I'm so not wanting to switch into studying mode today T.T
Even white coffee cant help me to concentrate so i decided to look on something more interesting and....
NAH...i found this in my Email
see what?
China peoples are very very 'talented' and thought of having such kinda of water sports which is so risky and seems so impossible~~~
they can walk on just a thin bamboo stick and yet balancing themselves so well!!! i must give big claps for them if i were on the spot.

see,even little boy can do it!

uncle also can do it well!!!

Fact of the day:
i measured the length of my face and report that it is 18cm long.
why am i doing this? because i realised i got a short short face which make the proportion of me in the photos get distorted always, short face with unmatched big size body~~ lol~~

Back from Cameron Highlands

From the highlands, we're all back to SP town again.
 Feeling good for the 3 days 2 night camp with my lovely church members and some new friends there!
The venue of the camp was up at Cameron Highlands, which the journey was not an easy one, making us turning round and round up to the highlands and came down the same way....but other than that, i think everything was just nice!
i love the way how cool it was up there, and the flowers along the way were beautiful because they are so bright and colourful.
and especially love the salad veges there, so fresh and so nicely grown! but i don't know what's the name of it~
strawberries were all around, and lots of strawberry stuffs there.... my favourite is the strawberry ice cream from Chefoo centre! :)
This camp was also the 1st camp i joined since i came to AIMST for almost 4 years,
it was a wonderful experience, all the programmes were great! really thanks for all the committees and everyone who had helped for this camp!
the speaker was a good one too, reminded me that i need to improve myself much, this takes time and effort....hope i will keep it in my mind~
and i love our room during the camp too, because it was the room with least people, so we don't need to queue up early or wait for bathroom! :)
enjoy the times with my roommates too! and the midnight chat with jenjiun and siaw feng!
I'm happy that i had totally escaped from my notes and temporarily not looking at my laptop for these 3 days Really enjoyed myself  in this peaceful place for these 3 days!
Love my group members too! especially thanks for Kelvin and Ashley, who were the group leaders or our Moses Group! You guys had done a great job in these 3 days!
Now, gonna back to my normal life and attend lectures again......and i cant ignore the fact that my final exam will be coming in just one month!!!  T.T
gotta get ready and face it soon!
with God's strength, i believe this wont be that hard! =D

busy busy week i had

Really hate times when my printer or laptop are not functioning well~~ T.T
my printer, which i had just sent for repair few weeks back, is not serving me well again these 2 days,
hope that the problem is just temporary so i don't need to send it for repair again.....not just wasting my money, time, fuss, and get me frustrated....
it will be even complicated when transport is the biggest problem here, when you got no car, any tiny problem will be exaggerated to a big one~ even if i just need to buy some groceries it also will cause me trouble if there's no transport~
and i seriously need my printer to serve me well now! so i can print out all my assignments, and also print all the things i needed for the camp booklet which need to be done very very soon!
Hope everything will be okay! last whole week was indeed tiring~
spent the whole week for assignments and doing the booklet with limited time...
class still as usual 8-5 schedule, but some days i get to go back home earlier when classes finishes earlier.
I'm physically and mentally exhausted because i didn't get enough sleep everyday and yet still need to attend lots of  lectures and rushing assignments~ I'm the type which i need to get to bed before 12, once the time had passed, the next day will be a super tiring day.....
this makes me to overslept whenever i took my nap, end up with dizziness because i knew myself should never ever take nap more than ONE HOUR! that's how my normal body alarm system functions all the time.
so, i love weekends when i can enjoy the extra hours on bed.
btw, Eve and me had just booked our flight to JB and YEAH~~ now lets plan for our Sg trip! :D lets plan for the trip and..... heh heh heh..... we must have LOTS LOTS LOTS of fun after our exam!
This will be the biggest motivation for studying hard for our final exam because it means that Holiday is coming too and its the most warming festive season! it Christmas!!!! you must love it!

基督徒的25个危险信号

Get this from notes in FB. Have a look :)

1.当祷告不再是基督徒生命中一个至关重要部分的时候； 

2.当对圣经真理的追求停止，人满足于已经掌握的对永恒事物的知识的时候；

3.当已经掌握的圣经知识被当作外在的事实，得不到内在应用的时候； 

4.当对永恒事物的热切思想不再是经常性和扣人心弦的时候；

5.当教会的事奉失去了它的喜乐的时候； 

6.当直截了当的属灵交谈让你难为情的时候； 

7.当体育运动，休闲和娱乐成为你生活方式中一个很大，必需的组成部分的时候； 

8.当身体和思想的罪可以容忍，不让你的良心发出怒吼的时候；

9.当对像基督那样圣洁的追求不再成为你生活和思考的主导部分的时候；

10.当获取金钱和商品成为你思想里一个占主导地位的部分的时候； 

11.当你可以心不受感动，张口而出灵歌和属灵话语的时候；. 

12.当你可以听到主的名被妄称，属灵方面的关心被取笑，永恒的问题被无礼践踏，却不被感动去发怒，采取行动的时候； 

13.当你可以看一部堕落的电影，看道德败坏的作品的时候； 

14.当弟兄之间失和，你却对此毫不关心的时候；
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15.当最小的借口都足以使你远离属灵责任和机遇的时候；. 

16.当你对自己缺乏灵里的能力觉得无所谓，不再不断追求从上而来的能力的时候； 

17.当你说，主会明白，记得我们不过是尘土，以此原谅你自己的罪和懒惰的时候；. 

18.当你灵魂间不再有音乐，心里不再有歌唱，沉默无声的时候； 

19.当你满心欢喜去适应世界的生活方式，你自己反映出你后退的事实的时候； 

20.当不公和人间的悲惨在你周围存在，你只做一丁点，或者什么也不做去解除痛苦的时候； 

21.当你的教会陷入灵性衰退，神的话语不再带着能力在教会中被宣讲，你依然无动于衷的时候； 

22.愿意去欺骗； 

23.当你身边的世界灵性衰退，你却看不见的时候； 

24.自以为义；看自己在恩典和怜悯中丰富，对你自己的敬虔赞不绝口； 

25.没有眼泪；你自身存在的刚硬，冰冷的灵性不能释放泪水的时候；

I had read  these 2 quotes from an e-mail, which are very meaningful.....worth a look and thought of it!

'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did...'

When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.


'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.'

Day of GREY!

TODAY IS THE day of GREY! :)
Because 3 of us, Evelyn and Lilies~are wearing grey colour outfit so coincidentally! at the same time with jeans and heels too!
Just came back from campus, and once again, the sleeping virus is following me whole day through~~ had 4 hours of lectures and i fall asleep for the first 3 lectures and finally turned alert a bit in the last lecture.
Today's pharmacology practical, was an interesting one, because we're using the real version of frog for the drug administration, instead of just using the computerized programme which we always do so. Of course, we're just watching the demonstration from our professors and lecturers, not us who were doing it.

mid sem over

Finally, the hectic half sem of year 3 sem 1 had passed, and mid semester exam is over. :)
i can take some breath and relax for some while~~ but its really just for ' some while'
because the even hectic half semester is coming..practical exam, assignments....bla bla bla...and final exam coming soon... time flies and i can see that December is coming, Christmas tree soon will be set up anywhere~~*dreaming the holidays are coming*
talking about the pass few weeks back, i hadn't being free enough to update neither my blog or my dairy~~ that's bad...because the purpose of me writing blog is for me to keep track of what had i did in the past, but i failed whenever i am busy...I'm thinking of updating for the previous tits and bits of my life here later, when i got the time :)
This 2 weeks had been a busy and contented week,

Mid semester exam is tiring but i like it when i am having exam, because that's the reason which force me to study real hard, woke up very very early every morning with Evelyn to study

Finally i had my printer back,bcoz i had sent it to repair for more than 1 month and didn't have the time to get it back~ =P happy to see my printer functioning again.

Went to Queensbay's Neway last Saturday with the others for the 1st time to celebrate Evelyn's birthday, and had buffet there, i think it was quite nice :)

i like busy life because life's not that dull, even though i am having lots of assignments and left behind my studies~

i like the way how i can escape and get some fun after having whole day of class :D

Accompanied Eve and Erene to the music studio for recording~ enjoyed watching and learn how a music recording process was like~

I'm happy when there's someone cooking nice foods for me too! :) Lily Soon i love u! hahahaha~~~~
i'm just happy to have you coming to my house and spent time together, happy for having such a friend like you!

i had being contented and had mind of peace all the time, because I'm now living in just a small house with 3 people, and my mood hardly get affected by anyone, i just love the way how peaceful it was in this small corner of mine, away from possible distractions when i was staying in hostel...maybe just some small stuffs like "someone had made the toilet dirty" will be just that irritating and these little by little made me get mad.....

so now, i am very happy to have a place belong to me and not letting anyone affect my happy mood!
and i love to have my this cute cousin evelyn to stay with me! ^^
and its perfect when we finally can sleep in aircond room~ no worries for hot weather and sleepless night anymore :) yeah~~

for next week, i think i gonna work hard for the 4 assignments and study for practical exam is it's possible, so that when i am back from camp I'll be able to prepare for the practical exams and viva.
till then....gonna stop at here and continue in my next post.

我们的Langkawi之旅

山名水秀啊~~

缆车，往下去是一望无际的蓝天碧海，还有许多岛屿

在壮观的SKYBRIDGE的合照 ：）
在离海600M的桥上走还真的有点惊险，加上大风一直吹着这座桥，晃着晃着还以为自己的脚在斗呢~~

哇~~好姐妹，我们真的越来越像了！

：）

我的BATIK还有个用处啊！来个*异国风情*的装扮~（只差了一条长裙）顺便防晒呢！

我们住的地方，很漂亮哦

清澈的海水~

姐妹们，跳起来!

弟兄们！用力跳啊！

来个大合照

看仔细点，我们在哪儿？

大家来泡脚

笑一个 ^_ ^

兴奋的前往岛屿

贞君，小芬，和莞婷

我，嘉妮和SIMON

六位彩虹系列美女

我们的大合照！

这又怎么说呢。。。进入仙境的表情吗？

还记得，当初我们几个还在兴奋着要准备去LANGKAWI玩，想要买好多的巧克力，想着要擦多少层的防晒才不会白的去，黑的回来~

想着想着，开心的日子就到了！

而现在，三天两夜的旅程已结束了，画下了圆满的句点。

而我，又回到现实生活中，收拾心情，拿出勇气来面对接下来会越来越繁忙的课业，考试，报告，ASSIGNMENT，等等。。。LANGKAWI 之旅，让我暂时抛开了一切烦恼，尽情的享受上帝创造的大自然风景~

感谢主啊，这三天的天气真的不错，太阳没有太大，该下的雨也都下了，没有严重影响我们，所以行程很顺利！

在我的人生里也多了几个的第一次，

第一次这么努力擦防晒

第一次和这群朋友开心的旅游

第一次尝试租车子自环绕着岛屿探索

第一次一起穿着这么耀眼的服装走出去

说真的，我很喜欢到户外走走看看（虽然怕黑，我不想要变黑炭啊）

因为望着一望无际的大海，蓝天，还有一些花花草草，吹着海风，心情超好！！

这次的LANGKAWI之旅真是赞啊~