party like a rock star~~

The Annual Pharmacy Night is coming near, with the theme "Party Like A Rock Star" *WoW*
i wonder how should i match with the theme? because..... hahaha... i could never be like a rock star lah
for me, to imitate a rock star , i could imagine that you need some sort of  punky clothes, blackish, cool stuffs, or heavy metal accessories hanging all around u~ or also the super duper big smoky eyes! woohoo... and that's totally not my type~~ but i'm just curious too see how would others present themself, imagine that maybe i'll put some shocking make up that day? or maybe i am just the simple me? :P let see how it would be

the top deaf girl

mid semester exam had finally come to and end now
it took us one week plus to finish the exam
studying was tough
because i had been on long holiday during chinese new year and missed quite a lot of classes
but
it was not that tiring as i am lucky enough to had my friends to accompany me studying and motivated me!
thanks a lot for you all, who helped me and supported me to prepare for this exam
though i knew i was not that prepared
and i didnt expect high marks in any of the subjects

i salute myself for being so DEAF

 i went for class at 8am punctual last last Friday,
then i saw no one in class,
and i found out from my friend that the class for the whole day had actually being cancelled.
Annie and me didnt knew this, although we're in the class when they announced this.
but the whole class had knew it.
so both of us appeared in the empty class that morning not knowing what happened.....

the next mistake i made:
in the second week of exam
i thought that monday should be Pharmacology exam,
and i was so confident that i didnt confirm with anyone about what's the exam subject,
so i studied for it the whole weekend,
and i thought that the Immunology exam is held at Wednesday
BUT i get shocked in the morning when u realised that i had made a big MISTAKE!!
it was actually Immunology exam on Monday
 that time was 8am, my exam was on 11.30am
i grabbed my notes and skipped for the 2nd and 3rd lectures and studied immediately
my classmates even sponsored their notes for me to study, thank you so much!
it was too bad, i even woke up at 4am to do the revision but i studied the wrong thing~ =.='''
i gonna lose my marks.....( luckily i am not realising it when i am in the exam hall looking at the exam sheet and have my mind gone blank)

and the second mistake is that i  realised that the next exam was on Tues, not Wed.....
but it was ok for me as i studied the subject for once already,
so i dont need to burn the midnight oil this time

wish that i could be more attentive and open my ears and eyes in the class next time....@_@




 

sadness

It happened out of my expectations
shocked
that night was a lil bit different from usual
i set my alarm in my hp
and this time i didnt placed it on my study table
but on the bed
3rd of March,3a.m. early in the morning,
i woke up because something distracted me
it was my hp in vibrating mode and my cousin sophia was calling.
i was lucky that i forget to switch it from vibrating mode to normal mode after back from library
it could had disturb others in the late night
there's butterflies in my stomach when i saw her calling
and i keep thinking for reasons why she's calling at this time...
maybe she called the wrong person? she's drunk? she's crazy?she's... i could think further...because i was scared
i sensed something which could be bad.....
and i denied her call
and also because the complete silence in the room,
i dont dare to made a bit of noise.
the feeling was even weird when i saw that it was not the 1st call, but she'd called me twice
so i woke up and walked out of the room to call her back
the line was busy
and just in a few minutes
i received the text form Barry
telling me that "a gong had passed away"
the thing that i dont wish to see appeared in front of my blurry eyes,
i couldnt believe my eyes
and i called a him and my cousin to confirm it, and i am so eager to know the truth
how could it be? how could it be?
there's not even a lil bit of sign i could get when i saw him back in sibu 2 weeks ago
he still looks same as before
and he's still welcoming us back with his happy heart which i could saw in his smiling eyes....
i couldnt believe
they told me that he fell down and admitted hospital for just a few days
and it was just like a sudden
he was not with us anymore
i couldnt imagine all these without seeing it through my own eyes
and i couldnt sleep even i tried so hard to
so i decided to woke up and study for  next week's exam
finally i waited until 4am and i called my dad to ask about it
and i just knew that he was already in the hospital with other relatives and cousins,
i didnt know they all went back at the night before,
i knew everyone were sad
i am sad too
but i can do nothing
i wanted to go back for his funeral, to see hin for the last time,
but exams, assignments, reports are too loaded
i couldnt even spare a lil it of time for myself,
till now
i still couldnt believe it
i remember that i was still thinking like at least we can see him many more years during chinese new year because he still looks good only that his leg is weak,
this was too unexpected
God had decided everything, and get him back,
But i am glad that at least he was still with us during this year's cny,
and i knew it will be different next year....
To my A gong, May you rest in peace.