Saturday, December 31, 2011

Saying good bye to 2011...everything will become past tense and here comes the NEW YEAR!


Yes its the end of 2011...all these happened like in a blink of eye and it came to the end of the year....
just reached back home last night and i'm feeling lazy i wanna lay in bed for the whole day but mom woke me up telling me not to sleep too much later i become abnormal.... @_@
its time to face the reality although i don't wish to...i'm soon getting oldddderrrr...and must face the real world very soon....one more semester of my studies and i'm gonna graduate from my studies...i had being studying for all these years and study life is finally coming to a full stop real soon. Many burdens coming ahead, the challenges will be tougher, i need to get myself prepared to face it.
i'm learning to let go the past because there's always a better plan from God for me and everyone of us!
gonna get the lazy me out from the house and meet with friends tonight in fellowship!
still wondering should i go for countdown after fellowship...hmmmm...i'm always that lazy when i am back at home.
anyway wish each of you HAPPY NEW YEAR AND 2012!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

listening to the same  favourite old songs which i once enjoyed much, i can see those happiness faces we once upon had, but now things were different...
trying to get numb of these and not to fit them in mind , this is the only way i can find to escape and not to face the reality for certain time.
to the very important person in my life and she had being so strong in this very difficult time. there is no much way i can help now, i wish time will pass fast so i can be there for her very soon and i'll do all that i can to see the smile on her again. i knew there's nothing more important than this. The main motivation for me to study hard had gone to no where and i knew i'm not supposed to be but i lost them.

Friday, December 9, 2011

exam dilema

Finally dread through this deadly week of exam week, one more week to go!!! its not easy at all, especially when you dont have your mood there and you dont care anymore about the so called "target" which was set at the starting of the semester. after attending each exam paper it was like a nightmare because so much questions were left out blank, i meant really BLANK because my mind is blank and i don't know anything to write and there is no stories to be told because i left out those part in my studies as i dont have enough time to study, poor tiny brain i got. *prayed hard that i can pass all the subjects so i dont need to retake exams*

Friday, November 25, 2011

its coming to the end of semester again

sleep deprived.....
endless VIVA EXAM
and in a blink of eye its study week! WHAT??? ITS ALREADY REACHING STUDY WEEK!
3 more weeks and i'm gonna say bye bye to year 4 sem 1,  i could hardly believe it and i dunno where my time had gone all these while~~
*TGIF* I can finally take some rest at home for the weekends.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

hair story

my hair is getting SHORTER...shorter...and ...shorter.... hehehehe
i have no idea what's wrong with myself recently, probably getting addicted to cut my hair???
i thought that i wanted to grew my hair longer this time, i mean very long! maybe the length reaching my hips?

BUT then i went to cut it with Annie until medium length 2 weeks ago because i get so bored with long hair and they are so heavy, thick and i need lots of shampoo to wash them and it takes time to dry. :(

okay, that was my first attempt to cut my hair in Kedah this semester.

And out of sudden, yesterday afternoon i made my mind to perm my hair to give them some waves so they dont look so dull and straight all the time~ and there goes my second time of perming my hair with digital curls. and now my hair looks even shorter! because of the curls....i love the curls because they look quite natural compared to last time i did digital perm, but the hair stylist gave me a shock, he cut me a super straight and thick bangs which made me look like a nerd when i am wearing my specs.... =.= it looks okay when i was in the salon because that time i was wearing my contact lense and he suggested me to cut the bangs because he said i will look younger and cuter like this~ but the same nightmare happened, my fringer always get shorter after i reached home...have to wait another 2 weeks to let them grow again~~~
and i'm wondering where was the ME who wants to grow her hair long? hopefully i wont cut my hair anymore shorter now.... hehehehe

Thursday, November 10, 2011

handling the stress

Too much of stress and work recently
had being rushing for everything to be done in time, assignments VIVA, test, reports, presentations.....
at times, i felt that i don't even have the energy to talk after attending the lectures the whole day and came back with the burden of all those uncompleted mission awaiting for me to complete them one-by-one.
However, God's blessing is great, i didn't realized that even how stress i felt, i had went through this week and Today is already Thursday! :)
Had my Hospital attachment clinical case presentation done yesterday. Thanks God its OVER now. i knew i hadn't have enough time to prepare well for it because i only got to knew on last Friday that i was presenting on this Wednesday, and i went for LifeGame Camp from Friday-Monday, which means that i have NO TIME to prepare at all, everything was done in a rush, i didn't much time to study about the case, the ppt slides was not done by me, i only contributed for editing the slides background here and there....felt very sorry to my partner because all the time he was doing most of the preparation work, and very thankful for him that he already studied for the case and willing to share the information to me. Even though we were not doing that well, but i', glad its over, at least i don't need to suffer for so long because the next presentation date will be on 21st Nov, its after 2 more weeks and near to exam already!

I actually wanted to cut my fringe at CS yesterday night, but then i hairstylist i am looking for was not there, so i decided not to cut my fringe first. But today i heard that Annie also wants to cut her fringe so i decided why not i also go with her to get my hair cut today, so both of us went to the salon straight after finish our lectures at 4pm. We went to De-touch, and  this was my very first hair cut in De-touch actually after staying in SP for so many years~ didn't cut too much, just get my hair trimmed a little bit so it doesn't look so heavy and dull. :) yaaay its Friday tomorrow! weekend is coming again.

Monday, October 31, 2011

STRESSED
i realized that i get stressed easier than before since this semester
final year isn't easy as i think
i need to be brave enough to face it and let the stress influence me positively rather than letting me down.
@_@
few more weeks to go, its just like when i blink my eye and its already reaching the Final exam week~~get stressed for everything

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Get healthy!


Hearty Breakfast/ Brunch of the day- Omega soft boiled eggs + Toast + Milo + Banana
prepared by Evelyn!
we sweared that we must start to look after our diet more strictly than we used to from now own!!!!
and live healthy! :):)

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Facial wash at Aster Spring Seberang Jaya

i am lucky enough to have Deepavali holidays, total of 4 days :) because in the original schedule for BPharm students like us actually only have one day of public holiday, and i even need to have my exam at this week~ *yeah at least now i can delay it for one more week!*

Since we're having holidays, Annie and me decided to go for facial treatment at Aster Spring outlet ,like FINALLY... which is located at Seberang Jaya. We had talked about this and planned to go even before our mid term exam ( which is more than 3 weeks before), but due to the crazily packed schedule and heavy workload of assignments and revisions bla bla bla... we postponed our plan until TODAY! and we FINALLY made it to go for the facial treatment :):)



We get offer price for the 1st trial because our friend had gave us the coupon (i remembered i get it since the 1st week of this semester!!2 months ago!so long time already eh...)
The treatment included an Aromatherapy facial massage, eye soothing massage with a normal facial wash, the treatment cost RM99.00 and it was worth it because the normal price will be rm260++.
i dare to say that, this session is really pampering! i love the aromatherapy session~I'm in mad love with it! it's really relaxing and calming! i guess it will be very useful when one is stressed. 
the beauticians at there were also working very professionally and friendly, good service they provide.
Besides, the facilities there looks good too! they even provide us changing gown, kimono, and slipper. So considerate of them. 
Anyhow, I'll probably not visiting there in this meantime, because the next time i am going there they wont be offering me this price again and its bloody expensive for me to pay RM200 just for facial treatment! this definitely will burn a big hole for my purse ( not including the aromatherapy&eye massage), and its quite far for me from Sungai Petani to travel to there too.
They are quite generous in giving the samples of their products-Dermatologica, gonna try them 1st and see how they works. Maybe in future i may try it if they are good. :)
the even provide us Kimonos and this nice changing room

The kimonos nicely hanging in the changing room

The Three Muskeeteers

After that, we went to watch the movie- "The Three Muskeeteers"
This is the time when i feel so good that i have the privilege to buy the 'student price' movie ticket  at weekdays for RM6.00! hahaha~~~There will only be few more months i can enjoy being a student and offered for "student price"
I think the movie was quite nice, and the story line is exciting and funny too. At least i don't fall asleep for watching it.

back to home at the evening and then get prepared to go for uncle's house for dinner. He had invited us for dinner because aunty cooked us fish head bee hoon! i love home food! & fish!  its delicious! Thanks God for getting us with so many kind and nice people around us~ :P there goes my wonderful Tuesday!  Happy Deepavali for my Indian friends too! :P because of you guys we can have extra holidays!hehehe



Friday, September 30, 2011

i couldn't do anything

i could hardly found the happy soul in me right now. i don't like it this way but i couldn't help. i always thought myself as a positive thinker because i will try to think the other way round whenever there's any problem. this time its different. i couldn't stop this sorrow in me.The weakest part of me is not when i am facing troubles, but its when they are related to my love ones. Somehow I'm helpless because i am not able to change anything. Thinking about the worst it could turned out brings me fear. i rather be the one in that position because i knew somehow there is someone for me where i can always share my problems with but its different when it happens on her. i can imagine the pain is unbearable in this situation. i can only pray for this to be changed.   


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

in the class


These were what i saw once i open my eyes after i fall asleep in the lectures (sorry you need to bend your head to look bcos i no matter how i rotate it but it still look like this when i upload them here @_@)
Fish drawn by hong san when my eyes were closed...after i just wrote 2 lines of notes. this shows how fast i get asleep in class, and how bored the lecture was.

the 'birthday wishes" he wrote in my note book and 'signed' by him and yokejia~ again reminding me (PS: don not fish in the class)

this is the 'artistic' drawings of him again, during pharmacology class. i woke up and saw my note book was not in place and i saw he stole my book for drawing this.so funny because he even draw a pond and fishing rode, fish pail bla bla bla....and wrote
'' FRUITFUL FISHING OF PHARMACO''
i think i really slept a lot for this class
* the ''B" is the mark i gave him after seeing this and he went speechless

Monday, September 26, 2011

the very dull cupboard

i realised as the years passed, the colours in my cupboard are getting darker and darker,
and i remembered i used to have many pink clothes,and also other bright colour clothes... not because i like pink that much, but i just think that i looked good in pink (because it make my skin looks fairer :P)
BUT NOW, when i look through my clothes,what i can see the most is just BLACK and GREY...:(:( blame the fact that black is the best colour when you got lots of fats to hide. the mystic of slimming effect for fat girl like me
i realised my outfit are getting so DULL and BoreD nowadays. very bad. i seriously need to get more colourful and brightening clothes now.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

最近的生活只可以用两个字形容
忙。
烦。
学业和生活的压力也跟着来
人家说,压力会让人喘不过气来,
现在的我真的喘不过气来,但是一直还没找到能医治的方法。
我决定要去验血,和做螺旋杆菌测试,因为医生建议我查看是不是肠胃问题,
说来容易做来难啊~换成今天在美里就好~没有自己的交通去哪儿都难,加上时间有限,想要看专科医生却总是打退堂鼓,不到病情严重的地步总是不理~唉~~~我很讨厌这样的自己,什么事情都做不好
正常舒畅的呼吸对我来说是奢侈品。。。
失去后才懂得它的珍贵
真的真的希望这些问题毛病可以离开,
我的·要求不高,我只要能正常的呼吸就好

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Photos

Holidays in Melaka
Nicole, Sze Ne & Me

The very ARTISTIC brick wall of the fort. The historical sites in Melaka are beautiful.

Eating Satay Celup. We reached at 12++AM !! but still need to queue up for a seat :( quite disappoint because i think it doesnt taste any better than the other satay celup in Melaka though...and we waited for so long to be seated.
i was dead tired that time and full but still i ate the satay, this is because we had being waiting the queue for so long so i think i must not waste my effort~ *eat also can tired*...


this is the famous 'Bread chicken' in Kampar. The bread were HUGE, and the chicken were wrapped inside the bread. But the waiter had cut the bread when they were served on our table~ this bread is an expensive one~~ we spent almost RM 90++ just for 2 chicken bread and another dish of pork meat. @_@

Excited face of Kah Hong! We're heading to Jonker Street! hungry faces of us. Going to seek for FOODS!

Having Baskin Robin Ice cream at the Rest Station because the weather was so hot.

taken up at the Fort. all The Guys were wearing checkers that day! except Kah Hong! Everyone were looking good. :)

More photos to be shared next time

Saturday, September 3, 2011

memories are to be kept

大头贴!!

we took this together before ending our Melaka trip~just for fun! :):)
it was like a mess because 9 of us tried so hard to make sure everyone can squeeze into the photo, and we failed many times.
 there's also time limit for the photo shooting time and also time for us to edit and add stuffs like the background, blings, frame...etc etc... to the photo.
we used too much time to take photos so we ended up lack of time to edit the photos and we simply adding in everything we can ( very messy big head sticker we got)
gonna miss the good times we had!i love all my friends~
I'm getting afraid because holiday is going to end soon and i got many more assignments and reports left uncompleted...:(

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Road trip to Melaka

We had this 4 days 3 nights road trip, 9 of us travelling with 2 cars.
Our journey starts like this
SP (had our dim sum & depart)> Ipoh ( had the tauge chicken rice & drive around Ipoh & went to Ipoh parade) > Kampar (had the famous 'Chicken Bread", a very huge one) > Selangor (visited Nai Hui's place and stayed overnight there) > KL (2nd day) > Melaka (stayed 3 days 2 night there) > KL (passed by turned around there) > Penang( visited Nicole's house for a while) > & finally back to Kedah SP last night.
Had lots of fun and i think i ate too much foods. Because Melaka is all about foods and Historical town. Every time I reached Christ church, i still fall in love with it, and all those historical places, the antique decorations of the shops there. I just Love Melaka. :):)
Most of the time Annie and I was sleeping in the car, and the guys do the driving,  because i was so sleepy and tired all the time...except the time when we were not sitting inside the car.
Too bad i didnt brought along camera this time so i cant take lots of photos. the photos are all with Sze Ne's camera and some with others hp.Will upload when i get them.
time is passing very fast, tomorrow gonna be Thursday and i got lots of assignments and reports to be done.
But i'm glad that i dont have class at Friday, so i have more holidays. Glad that  i can temporarily stay off from the hectic life now.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

clinical pharmacy training

My group was assigned to do clerk case today, luckily the pharmacist who guided us this afternoon didn't asked us too much of difficult questions, our task was quite simple compare to other groups.....so i gotta prepare harder before my turn to rotate to those more difficult clinical practice. here it starts the life of doing assignment again, we get our 1st assignment this sem, many more to come@_@
after clinical training, almost the whole batch of our class went to Ramadan (again*this is the 3rd time i went in 2 weeks time), and met AMCF friends! Dixon, Li Long, Constance and Xuan Xuan! They were buying their dinner there too! i didn't bought much food because most of the foods were not so healthy, and i am trying my best to cut down those unhealthy foods in my diet now, since i haven't start cooking my own food recently and ate outside almost everyday. i'm looking forward for the one week Hari Raya Holidays! woohooo~~~~not sure whether it is one week or only 4 days? hopefully the faculty will make Friday as a holiday for us! :)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

starting the 1st clinical pharmacy class tomorrow in general hospital

i am nervous now because tomorrow will be the first day we need to go to the general hospital for clinical pharmacy training. And i think i don't know anything.
What i had learned in previous years was too much for me to remember since i got pea size brain. :(
so i took out my pharmacology 1,2,& 3 notes from deep inside the box where i kept all my notes inside, and wanted to have a glance of it, this is the only thing i can prepare for i guess.... but it was too much, its impossible to go through the whole stacks of notes in one night~
i am gonna sleep earlier now  before 11pm, and pray that i can wake up earlier tomorrow morning to put some effort to go through some of the drugs name and uses. i wonder since when i get so hardworking and tell you i didn't even watch PPS now because i told myself i should quit watching so much of TV shows when i got so much things to do in my list!!. Good night people!

Monday, August 22, 2011

Baling Hot spring

 I went to Baling hot spring for the first time last Friday night with my batch mates.
 we thought it was quite near to SP but actually not that near, we spent one hour and half to reach there and it was raining all the way, the rain never stopped and we're afraid that what if they don't let us to enter because the rain is too heavy? Lucky us, the rain was no longer heavy when we reached. and it was 10p.m. when we reached there.
we soaked for one hour plus i guess, reluctant to leave even though the water is getting hot as the rain stops...because we spent so much time for the journey~~
finally we left there at around 1a.m.
this is funny, we wanted to go hot spring for healthier body but then we need to stay up till late night for it....
After that we went to have supper at a mamak stall and finally reached home at 3a.m. very 'early' in the morning....
Get so tired and sleepy after hot spring, but still need to take shower after reaching home at 3am @_@
Hong san. Bill. Me. Annie. Chia Chean =) after hot spring

12 of us altogether, the group photo which is taken by the worker there before leaving.
i guess he dont know how to use a camera because the photo is very 'unbalanced'

=)Durians(=

oh its DURIANS!! i went to bought these durians with dad at the weekend before i left Miri, he bought 10 durians! it was a lot but he said its not that much because he can finish them~ But too bad i only ate few because i am leaving home already~ and how i wish i can have more at home~


oh i love them! but they are super high in calories!


Although i couldnt have more fresh durians now, but i'm happy enough because i had my durian puff last week in campus, where the worker accidentally gave me durian puff instead of the potato curry puff i had bought! :):)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

=.='''''

tired of getting into this new semester, its just the second day but i felt like i got mountains of things to do...
couldnt believe that i actually wished to escape from here and hop on for a vacation already
I am wondering is it because i am poor in handling my stress level?
2 days seems like 2 weeks...
lots of things leaving behind me to be settled
i'm mad of it when i think about them....missing my goyang kaki life during the holidays  very much !!

Monday, August 15, 2011

Re-registration Day

i'm half dead today
the new registration system caused me much trouble. stupid new system.should have use online system better lah i seldom went to clear my tuition fees on the first day because i want to avoid all the queues and crowds
But this time we must do the registration and payment at the first day. @_@
This morning i went out at 9am, went to bank with Annie and Sze Ne to settle some stuffs
,then we went for brunch, and meet with Bil Kai Sin & Nai Hui there.

we first thought the registration starts at 10am, who knows we get the msg that we only can do registration at 1pm. :( so we waited a while in hostel.
when we reached Admin Building at 1pm, i was shocked to see the queue was so damn long! and then i just knew they cam to queue up since 12.30..... done the registration and payment around 3/4 pm.

the worst part is we need to find for the lecturer to discuss our industrial training report. But some of us didn't go~ same to me.
But he told us to bring our report to meet him tomorrow. OMG i don't even completed it!

after settling all the registration stuffs, we helped Annie to move her stuffs because she's moving out! *happy* she's staying very near my place and we can go to campus together in future! or maybe go for jogging together! :):)
we moved all her stuffs from the 4th floor to her car. (luckily that's only the half of her stuffs,luckily she moved half of them already)
Previously i already felt quite tired when i climbed the stairs for 4 floors when i was still staying in Hostel.
So its definitely super tiring to carry so many stuffs to downstair~ luckily we got 3 ppl to carry it together :) Super hungry and tired after this whole day......
Thanks God  i finally reached home after this whole day. anyway, not the time to rest yet..... report need to be done tonight T.T

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Reaching SP again

After one and a half months of Sem Break, i am back to Kedah again.
Thanks God for leading his way to me so i can reach here safely. :)
Going SP had never being easy to me, because every time i need to spend for almost the whole day in airport.
sometimes i woke up at 4am because i booked the earliest flight to KL, which is 6.20a.m. which is so freaking early in the morning
but the normal flight i choose is around 10a.m.
Today, I'm even luckier because i booked my flight at 11.25a.m. since the ticket was cheap :)
i get to attend church service this morning, and met with my dear Jim Jim & James(my first time meeting him*finally*), they came for the earlier church service to meet me before i am leaving :)*happy*
i even had the time to eat breakfast before going to airport. Thanks God i don't need to rush because in Miri, MAS is closing their check in counter at 25 minutes before the flight.
i reached KLIA and took a bus to LCCT (when you gain something you also must lose something; but i don't mind for this extra journey i need to take because i gain my time with family, and yes i get cheaper tickets from Airasia to Penang, I'm always such a good daughter saving my parents hard earned$$ hehehe... )
actually i thought i was travelling alone this time because most of my friends were already back to campus earlier~among them i am the last one reaching back to SP.
BUT thanks God, i met Sing Ying at LCCT and i decided to share taxi with her and another junior back to SP :) no need to waste so much $ for taxi back to SP then. yeah~~

finally i am back to SP again, the house is empty and i am alone because everyone is not here~  Evelyn had just finished her internship and just back to Miri for holiday last night, contrasting, I'm coming back for my new semester! Anyway, I'm glad because i knew that everything will be okay when because our almighty God will be leading me all the time

my luggage is not yet unpacked, it is like a mess....because i am so lazy to care about it now, i just swept my rooms so i can have a comfortable place to rest right now. i still love my room, after not staying here for 3 months =D because its so comfy~~

i had packed for my bag to go for campus tomorrow (attempted to persuade myself that i am very enthusiastic about going campus as a final year degree student)
Gonna look forward for  new start again tomorrow.


Saturday, August 13, 2011

Family Dinner tonight

Its FRIDAY!
but i'm not excited to welcome this Friday or weekends,
because my holiday is going to END REAL SOON!
report is still hanging half way but i'm not in the mood to complete it
guess i will be burning midnight oil when i am back to SP then~

Before i'm leaving, we went for dinner tonight at 新顺锦Restaurant (not sure the name is correct or not)
we didn't ordered much, because everyone  in my family is a small eater now, except Avin, who can eat a lot!
But i'm still too full because we want to finish the dishes~not to waste food....
Everyone was quite disappointed of the food because the dishes we ordered today was not so nice, except for the shark fin soup.

冷盘
not so nice overall :(
Shark Fin Soup 
This is not bad, Generous amount of shark fins inside :D
this is weird...spinach cooked with 3 types of eggs~ 鸡蛋+咸蛋+‘皮蛋--recommended by the waitress, but we dont like it
Hot plate taufu...i think i can cook better :)
Honey Lamb Chop- weird as well, too sweet
Barry & Me
Avin & Barry
She's camera shy....my mom
Dad
Enjoying my bowl of soup- the only nice dishes of the night

 After all, i think the price of tonight's dinner is overrated, because they doesn't taste as good but cost 200++...so expensive, better give me the $ and i cook myself at home~haha...
i started to pack for my luggage already, because i think tomorrow will be a busy day, and i will only reach back home at late night....i need more time to sleep so i can wake for church service at this Sunday. *Sigh* gonna leave home again and get ready to fight for this coming semester....

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Facial wash

Went to KOSE beauty centre for facial wash on this Monday with my bro- Barry.
it is always such a torturing experience for me to go for facial wash T.T
because i got so many blackheads on my skin, and even got it on the border skin of my lips!
the pain i got every time the beautician squeeze one single blackhead out is so..damn painful i can faint.
unfortunately, she told me that my blackheads are very deep inside compare to others, due to the deep skin pores i got :(
so the pain i experience is double than others i think?
not only this, the redness on my face is also double( i always hate this but since she cleanse better than the other beautician out there i gotta bear with it)~~Barry's face doesn't look as red compared to mine, despite the fact that he also got many blackheads like me...

oh why am i paying so much for getting all those pain?
Because i want to get a CLEAR SKIN!!

 This time i bought another package for 10 times facial wash and get 2 free wash and a free Sekisei Lotion.
 I am always upset when i am spending my parents hard earned $ for this, it cost a lot. But for sure this is what most girl are willing to spend for. Business profit for ladies business will never fail. :)  Cosmetics, skin care, clothes, accessories, jeweleries, shoes, bags...they cant be separated from a girl's life.

No other better choice and i must sacrifice a bit if i want to get rid those dirty little things on my skin.
my face looks horrible every time after facial wash~~i salute myself for still being brave enough to walk around in Imperial Mall because i was waiting for Barry to finish his facial wash so i must walk around to get rid of the time.

After that, Barry suggested to go to Pasar Ramadan to buy something, it was already 7PM that time, buka puasa already~~ when we reached there, we saw nothing much to buy, everyone were busy having their dinner after fasting for the whole day. :0 but still bought some 'isi ayam' there, its like some sort  of  bbq chicken meat. Finally, we went back home for dinner. :)




Monday, August 8, 2011

Peaceful Sunday

2 small piece of cheesecakes from Marriott Hotel <3  Jim Jim ,Thanks for the cake! 
i love cheese cakes


 This was my last Sunday enjoying being a potato coach at home this whole night~
Weekends are all about Relaxing~ and eating...again~~
sigh....i went for supper with Jim Jim and Avin at Saturday night after church fellowship,
i'm not supposed to have any supper at this time...
i just wanted to bring them to eat something since both of them haven't take their dinner.
ended up i also share those foods with them at deadly 11.30pm!!!super FATtening i know!

Before that we went to Marriott hotel to buy the Cheesecake straight after leaving from church, because it was the biirthday of Jim‘s friend, so she wanted to buy her a cake, 
we rushed to there before the clock strikes 10pm,because they will be closing at 10pm...
but then failed to contact her friend so we went for supper. it was so difficult to find a single parking space, 
i drove many rounds and then finally found a place for parking my car which is not so near so we have to walk a bit. The night is windy+cool and  luckily there's no rain.

Jim also gave me 2 piece of cheese cake since i never tried the cheese cake from Marriott Hotel. 
it was very nice, the cake is so soft it melted in my mouth and very RICH with cheese!
 i immediately fall IN love for the First bite! 
Again, i already had plenty of cakes in this month.(there's birthday for 5 month continuously among my family members starting from the month of JULY,so i used to ask mom don't buy cake for my birthday because i had too much) 
 this time its just 2 small pieces and i shared it with my family so i was actually not eating that much. Thanks God~~

i was very much excited this Sunday morning after church because i met my cousins and also my grandma there in church. Then we discussed  about the trip to Mount KK,because i told them i wanted to go if there's a chance! Happy to hear that they are also planning to organize another trip to there again, and this time with all our cousins because many of them were interested too! 
i told them to place this trip next year at the time i had graduated and very much free!! 
Hope everything gets right so there i am one step closer to my dream! Luck is very important too because my dad failed to reach the top of the mountain this time due to the heavy fog up there. 
i must pray hard for this! :P

One more week is there for my report to be completed! By this week i also have to get all things done before back to campus for my new Sem.
Dad is back so i don't need to go to look shop this week, so i got more time for my own things now. :)
 I'm planning to get a facial wash at KOSE tomorrow because i still cant find a  beauty centre which is good enough in SP yet.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

A peek into my cosmetic pouch

I’m neither a person good in makeup nor dress up. But as a girl, I still think we gotta learn some basic make up skills so we can be presentable when it comes to important events or occasions. :D
. I’m not so rich enough to find a makeup artist to do professional makeup for me everyday 

And here’s my sharing of cosmetics which I found it’s GOOD~ After the trial and error myself~
what's so fun in this little pouch?


Starting from the eyes
the VERY First time I bought cosmetic was when I’m in Form 3, and the first thing I had bought is thisàMascara!!!
Because I always believe that eyes reflects the soul the physical appearance of a person~ but this is just my personal opinion…:P that time I was believing that mascara got the magic power of making one’s eye look attractive~lol (watching too much of advertisement)

The mascara that I had tried before is Revlon (suppose to be the the very 1st cosmetic I bought myself!*excited*),its not that good.  


After that I had tried a range of Maybelline’s mascara and they turned out to be much much better than Revlon’s! Its definitely worth for its price~ Nice and affordable~ and I don’t remember which I had tried.
 I like black mascara the most, but had tried once for Dark chocolate colour, because that time it was on SALE! And there’s no black one on the rack that time. 
Anyway I don’t find much difference~


 I always wanted to try Lancome because I always heard of the good reputation from many others, but then Jim Jim had told me something after she had used Lancome and changed to use Maybelline. She now thinks that she actually doesn’t need to spend so much for Lancome because Maybelline is just as good. J And the price are a lot cheaper of course! 
But there’s one problem for me about Maybelline, it still smudges on my too oily eyes! For others it’s okay and works pretty well, but my eyes are too oily and sometimes it will smudge a bit. :(

And now I found the new love of mine! It’s Majolica Majorca!!!! I heard this one for excellent reputation from my friend and it was highly rated by the Taiwan and Japan girls! They claimed that this mascara is so waterproof that you can wear it to swim and found that your mascara is still with you after the swim, i actually did tried it for swim once because i am curious to know whether it is true~and YES ITS TRUE! it is also very oil proof! This is more important for me!


After seeing so many good comments of this mascara, I think it must be really good so I gave it a try! 
Now I’m very much in LOVE with this!!its affordable and yet so good! Now I have no worries for my mascara~ but the bad side is that I must be very careful to apply it, because once the mascara stains on my skin around the eye, it’s quite difficult to remove, I need to use make up remover or some eye cream to remove them and this is wasting my time. After all, there’s no other problem for me. I love them very much and definitely will repurchase them!
Left to right: Majolica Majorca ( Frame Plus )Mascara , Heavy Rotation liquid eyeliner, and The Face Shop eyebrow powder.


 Eyeliners are the second thing that I bought for cosmetics. But they doest work really good on me, because they tend to smudge off easily since I have the bad habit of blinking my eyes very extraordinary frequently…out of my conscious most of the time.  I don’t use eyeliners very often because I still find it’s troublesome to apply to my eyes, and I don’t see much difference when I use them last time. But not until I found my new favourite piece of eyeliner. J

I tried a few crayon liners and liquid liners before, and everytime end up giving them for my mum because they smudge on my eyes! 
Hate it much because this made me look like I haven’t sleep for many nights and turned out to be like a panda! The one which is second to my current love is Revlon crayon eye liner.
 The first time I came across with this eyeliner was in 2008, that time my friend make up for me for the ‘Dance of Destiny event’ and she was using this. 
We had make up for smoky eyes, where she had used the Faceshop’s black colour eye shadow for us. That make up was super waterproof and oil proof! Because that night I was sweating a lot but until the event ends, surprisingly I found that my eye makeup were still the same! The downside is that it took me forever to remove my eye makeup when I was back to hostel. 
But I still bought it because that was the only eyeliner which is so oil proof I knew that time, and ended up giving it to my mom again because it still smudges on my eyes, due to the fact that I am not using any eye shadow/face powder which can aid the eyeliner to be more oil proof.

After that I tried for liquid eyeliner. The one I recently found out which was so far so good is from “Heavy Rotation”, recommended by Annie! Oh I love this so much now because it won’t smudge! it is also very easy to remove. This liquid eyeliner is removed as tiny flakes on the cotton, not the type containing lots of pigments, so you won’t have panda eyes. Downside is that it is not that black like the crayon liner, besides, it will go off easily with the glue on the false lashes when you are sticking false lashes and take off. This is the one currently I found most useful for me. I had 2 with me now because I bought the 2nd one on SALE in Watson, it was only RM31++ if not mistaken, and the normal price is RM49.90 in SASA. JJJ  so much discount I get!!!hahahaha….

The one I recently found important is eyebrow pencil! Actually I had bought eyebrow pencil since long time ago, and there was story behind this! That time I was trying to trim my eyebrow and I was not really good in this. But yet I am so confidence that I didn’t notice that I accidentally trimmed until part of my eyebrows were gone@_@ . Then I looked so funny with that partly gone eyebrow!!! So I decided to go out at the weekend and bought an eyebrow pencil from ELIANTO to rescue them. i just use them temporarily to cover the defect part of my eyebrows, after that I quit using them. The same things happened; I gave the eyebrow pencil to my mom….again.

After years, I finally get back to them again after realizing they are important to make your figures sharpened or change the look of a person. I bought eyebrow pencils, still from ELIANTO, because I think it’s good enough and cheap. But the colour doesn’t really match my original eyebrows. So I tried eyebrow powders from FACESHOP, I bought it at the time I went to walk around in Village Mall after  getting  too bored studying in Starbucks with Evelyn, and I love this very much! Because the colour is matching my eyebrow colour way much better! And I think its more natural for me, plus that it is easier to apply than pencils! This one is also very selling in very worth price, around RM35++?? Not really remember it. I had been using it for almost one year and still left a lot! This box will last me for many years I guess. :D

I seldom use Eyeshadow . I had bought only one from Majolica Majorca, because that time I am thinking of makeup myself for the prom night. But I bought the wrong colour, which doesn’t look good on me. So end up giving it to mom also~~~I’m now still looking for a nice eyeshadow pallete, i  should have try for more colours to create more fun in eye makeup~

For my skin, I didn’t bought much cosmetics, because I am always afraid they will clog my pores.
The first time I bought a skin cosmetic was control base from KANEBO, but is an open rack product so it is not expensive. It is a green colour control base (use for skin with reddish spots, claims to reduce the redness), I used this very seldom and till now there’s still some in the bottle~ the second skin cosmetic is still…control base! 
This time I bought a purple colour control base from THE SKIN FOOD ( this is to make your face look a little bit more pinkish and create healthy look).
 After that, I bought another bottle of Lime Secret Shine Base also from THE SKIN FOOD, I like this one most, it have a fresh smell of Lime and contains shimmering pearl powders which makes the skin have the healthy glowing look but yet doesn’t seems too over to be applied in day time.
This is on of my favourite! see the bottle is empty now! finished~

At the time where BB creams won all the heart of the girls and get advertised everywhere, I decided to get one for myself too. Still I am buying from THE SKINFOOD. I bought the one with aloe vera essence in it, and its stated for pimple prone skin. But I don’t find it’s that good, easily goes off before i reach home at the end of the day,  besides, it is not having good coverage. However, they are not creating more problems for my skin.  I am still using it because I had bought it and I am only going to buy another tube of foundation or BB cream until I finish them. I’m trying to find a better one this time.


Face powder is the least range of product I had bought, till few months ago I just get one. Which is from the ‘Heavy Rotation”. Have no idea why I bought them, maybe it’s because I think their eyeliner is so good so I shall give a try to their face powder too. I found nothing special for this one.

I got only one  blusher till now, which is also from THE SKIN FOOD( a big fan of them last time because of thinking their range of products seems not bad since they are all made from foods we ate,  maybe also because the products were packed in such lovely packaging). 
This blusher doesn’t belong to me at first, I wanted to buy for mom but bought the wrong colour, so end up to be mine now. Last time I was using it to class because my friend said that I looked very pale in the morning so I wanted to look healthier then I use them. :P


The most cosmetic I had bought is for lips. Both lipbalms and lipgloss, because my lips were very very dry and I always have problem with this! i need special lip cream from skin specialist all the time! You can see me carrying more than one lipbalm in my bag always, perhaps there will be 3 or 4 if I remember to bring them all along~
 I never bought lipstick till now because applying lipstick was nightmare to me, I always hate that smell of lipstick because when I when I was back in kindergarden, my teacher and mom will apply them for me whenever there is stage performance.
And I felt that I can’t close my lips and I don’t dare to drink or eat because of the sticky lipstick on me, the smell terrified me too. But I knew that nowadays the lipsticks were having much better texture, might be trying them someday.
Those i brought it back with me :) Clinique lip gloss, The Face Shop liquid lipbalm, Eucerin lipbalm, Lip Ice lipbalm, and The Face Shop's shea butter dual lip balm-with exfoliator at the bottom layer in one set but now its taken off already~

So I am buying lipbalms all the time, and also make them lost most of the time~ uncountable lipbalms I had bought before, not really remember them now. My favourite is the type of lipbalm which change colour according to temperature. I prefer this type because they serve 2 functions, moisturizing and giving the light pink tint which is very natural and will never be too over to be used every day to class and anywhere, the one recently I used is from THE FACESHOP(the shea butter lipbalm), and THE SKIN FOOD. Almost finish them now! J


this one is very cute! :) tell u girls are buying things sometimes because of the lovely packaging
and i love the light pinkish tint!

The latest one is this with a cute bottle! From THE FACE SHOP. This one is in a liquid form, and the bottle wins my heart because it looks so CUTE! Just bought this last month at the price of RM35.90. The salesgirl told me this will moisten your lips and giving your lips a natural pink tint..etc..etc… and then I bought it because I never tried this type before. Annie said that it looks natural just like my own lip’s colour. But the downside is I can’t apply them too many times, the colour will look too intense and seems like I am having heavy lips makeup.  So I just apply a little bit at the morning and reapply my other lip balm on the rest of the day.

These are the useful little things i had in my cosmetic pouch~

That’s almost all that I have in my cosmetic pouch

 oh no I think this is an extra long essay today. Now I wished that I can get an assignment title of “What’s in my cosmetic pouch” , so I can copy this hell long essay and submit it!  LOL~~Anyway, I just enjoy writing nonsense stuffs like this and believe me I ever wrote my diary for 3-5 pages whenever I think I have loads of thoughts in my mind that day~ for your info… my diary is not the handy small type, it’s a very BIG planner, where one page supposed to be use to record for 3 or 4 days event.   

So now I don’t write so much in my diary like I used to and as alternate i type on this e-diary so that when I am graduate I don’t need to ship back one big box of diaries which are soooo heavy. ( I had already brought back 2 for my foundation year and I even take off the cover which is so divine because they were very heavy)

Gonna stop typing here now. ^_^


Saturday, August 6, 2011

Little Dreams of life

I had been so free lately and came out with this random post.

Ahh I got a few little dreams which I wish they could be real one day =D :)


Latin Dancers are HOT! Aren't they??
I always admired the dancers which can dance gracefully on the stage. Though I’m not a big fan of modern dance/hot dance but still admire them a lot. I wished that I can have the chance to learn Latin dance one day! I always love to watch the gestures of Latin dancers, their expressions and movements made me felt that they are so full of confidence and energetic~ I just love it so much! And did I tell you I love Latin songs too. J



Vanessa Mae, she's talented and she looks so sexy with that transparent violin~
And I also wished that I could have the time and patient to continue learning violin. I’m so inspired by Vannessa Mae cos she’s so COOL that she can be so sexy and gorgeous when she plays her electric violin/the transparent violin/whatever violin she’s using also look so damn cool! And I also love orchestra a lot! The music which catches my ear the most is actually orchestra! I get goose bumps on me every time listening to orchestra music because I am in awe of the harmonious melody made up by so many instruments. I stopped learning both piano and violin for many years and I think I will never go back for piano lesson anymore since it was like a nightmare to me( I hate piano class but I enjoyed playing it at home)but for violin…hmm…its always in my consideration.


Flawless skin is also another secret wish of mine! But reality is so cruel because i got this hormonal imbalance problem  for quite some time giving me many trouble for my skin and I have not yet getting rid of them after burning so much of $$ on skincare…facial treatment packages…medicine…supplement..etc.etc… Lvery sad~when will I finally conquer them?


I wished that my working life will be very interesting~ but I have no idea how will it be….anyway I just don’t want myself to be like a dead fish after starting to work. I wanna have great life, wished that the next stage of life will be interesting, happening, meaningful, and fruitful!



Explore the wonders of the world
Another challenge I would like to take it is that I wanna go for backpacking travelling! i wish that I am brave enough to go alone but that will be too much for me because I’m not yet that brave~ so maybe having a companion will be good enough! I guess this will be a great experience and I wish that I get this chance to explore new places not just like the type of travelling brought along by the tourist guide and they will just bring u around the famous tourist attraction places and you will take loads of pictures then leave that place. I want it to be more exciting~ Hope that one day I can have this adventure of backpacking trip! I believe This will be fun.


the next thing is...I always wanted to make my parents to feel proud of me! J That’s why I have to study harder now so I don’t disappoint them since they had spent so much of time, $$$ and effort to educate me, feed me, they put us as the first priority in their life, how could I let them down, if I am then I am such a useless daughter. So in this coming one year, also the LAST semester I’m going to spent in University, the only last year I will be having lectures, exams….i shall be proud to say that I am still a student (because many of my friends had just graduated and started with their carrier), I am still having the privilege for being a student, so I MUST do what a student should do, to study hard!!! And also not remember to play hard~



 Here... it’s the one which I keep repeating over the years……(always speak louder than action) I must keep fit~ this is what mom warns me every time I’m back to home! She’s more concern about my weight issue than my studies! Exercising is not big deal for me but the problem I got is with my diet. Sometimes I just can’t resist the temptation of foods or eating at inappropriate time especially when I’m with my friends~~~I’m not a big eater but the foods that I like are having high calories L I’m trying my best to discard those unhealthy ones from my list. 


Till then~~these are the random thoughts in my mind at this moment. 

Cheer for the sake that Weekend is coming again :):)