Saying good bye to 2011...everything will become past tense and here comes the NEW YEAR!

Yes its the end of 2011...all these happened like in a blink of eye and it came to the end of the year....
just reached back home last night and i'm feeling lazy i wanna lay in bed for the whole day but mom woke me up telling me not to sleep too much later i become abnormal.... @_@
its time to face the reality although i don't wish to...i'm soon getting oldddderrrr...and must face the real world very soon....one more semester of my studies and i'm gonna graduate from my studies...i had being studying for all these years and study life is finally coming to a full stop real soon. Many burdens coming ahead, the challenges will be tougher, i need to get myself prepared to face it.
i'm learning to let go the past because there's always a better plan from God for me and everyone of us!
gonna get the lazy me out from the house and meet with friends tonight in fellowship!
still wondering should i go for countdown after fellowship...hmmmm...i'm always that lazy when i am back at home.
anyway wish each of you HAPPY NEW YEAR AND 2012!

listening to the same  favourite old songs which i once enjoyed much, i can see those happiness faces we once upon had, but now things were different...

trying to get numb of these and not to fit them in mind , this is the only way i can find to escape and not to face the reality for certain time.

to the very important person in my life and she had being so strong in this very difficult time. there is no much way i can help now, i wish time will pass fast so i can be there for her very soon and i'll do all that i can to see the smile on her again. i knew there's nothing more important than this. The main motivation for me to study hard had gone to no where and i knew i'm not supposed to be but i lost them.

exam dilema

Finally dread through this deadly week of exam week, one more week to go!!! its not easy at all, especially when you dont have your mood there and you dont care anymore about the so called "target" which was set at the starting of the semester. after attending each exam paper it was like a nightmare because so much questions were left out blank, i meant really BLANK because my mind is blank and i don't know anything to write and there is no stories to be told because i left out those part in my studies as i dont have enough time to study, poor tiny brain i got. *prayed hard that i can pass all the subjects so i dont need to retake exams*