PULAU REDANG~~

 it was like a dream.

took 10 hours for the journey to Terengganu by bus, and around one hour for the ferry to REDANG ISLAND
A place which is sooooooo heavenly~~paradise is the best word to describe it!
the sea and beach are so beautiful! and especially love the crystal clear water.
the seaview from the beach is so damn stunning! it looks like a piece of painting having different colour tones for the sea. it's very beautiful!!
excluding the troublesome part that we need to reapply our sunblock for not being tanned and sunburned...life had been so good there~i enjoyed snorkeling in the sea and having all those colourful fishes around me,watching them swimming all around, seeing the weird living things in the sea i had never seen before....oh it was just so nice!
the unforgettable part of snorkeling was that i didn't brought along my life jacket and the goggles for snorkeling, instead, i brought my own goggles which i used for swimming normally. i thought that we're just going to the sea for swimming, and didn't knew that the place is having underwater world too~~
and we're lucky enough to met 2 life guards and they kindly brought us for snorkeling and showed us many interesting living creatures while snorkeling.
and i couldn't believe that Annie and me had swim for such a long distance with them in the sea~
i was actually getting afraid when i started to knew that the journey wasn't short, and we didn't wear our life jacket. many thoughts popped out of my mind..what if the life guard didn't hold us tight enough and we get lost in the sea? what if there's suddenly big waves and we get lost in this sea?? what of i am drawn? and the seawater is freaking salty and i might died because of having too much salt water~~the water is so salty that i felt so disgusting when i accidentally swallow it :( too bad~~ lucky that we had return safely to the beach after snorkeling with them for almost half and hour or more....i felt like dying after swimming for so long non stop.

we didnt went for the last snorkeling session
instead, i went for a short nap and the beach with annie~
laying at the 'net bed' swinging freely for the whole afternoon, this kind of laziness making us feels good!
i really felt like i was in a dream
living in a nicely painted world~ =) what can i have more? our mission is just to lay there and relax!!!

now i'm awake from this dream and gonna get ready for my 6 weeks industrial training!
just went clean the place we gonna stay for this 6 weeks this afternoon and moved some of our things there, and tomorrow we'll start to stay at there~ so sad i gotta say Bye to my House in BLM and SP~ and stay in our new place tomorrow onwards~ hope that everything will be fine there. and very saddd...no Internet connection there and no aircond there~ anyway, i believed all of us can survive well.

the ferry to the REDANG ISLAND

breathtaking view!loving it!

so excited~~

^-^

love~

beach!!

Annie~ being my model for potography ;)

Annie and Me

Annie with her sexy long legs! :P

all i need is just to sit and lay back and enjoy the sea view with the breeze , this is love!

Annie and me with our hats :P

Done with my exam!

yeah
finally the calendar shows 19th of May! and its the last exam paper today! *excited*
i had done with this semester hopefully i wont fail in any paper and its holiday now! :)
looking forward for Redang Trip now! and pray that i wont look like bbq chicken after this trip!
I am ready with my SPF130 sunplay sunblock, hope that the protective sunscreen is strong enough for me to have fun in the hot sun but not get tanned! :)

...........

After Years...still..i'm full with doubts....
what have u see in me now?or maybe i should ask what do u want?
at moments that i wanted to get you out, so not to occupy that limited space i got in me,
you'll just popped out somewhere as if we're in the middle of hide and seek game, and i failed...
I used to ignore, but  changed my mind now.
One Day, i will bring along a heart full with courage and clear all my doubts :)

my 1st exam paper for this semester

i dont really want to admit that...but yes....i almost fall asleep while sitting in the exam hall
i was sleep deprived.....my brain is dizzy and i saw words getting blur but i forced myself to open my eyes wide
Blame all these to the caffeine
took too much coffee in a day and when it comes to bed time i failed to sleep,  laid on the bed until i heard my alarm rang and woke up to study for the last minute before exam
my brain is totally stuffed with all those drugs  names , drugs doses, diseases bla bla bla....
until i reached the exam hall and it had gone too saturated
my eyes were so heavy and i forced so hard t open them wide,
looking at the questions....my brain couldnt function as normal
and in that hallucination i still remembered that i was warning myself very seriously that if this continues then i might failed for this paper @_@but i just couldnt help
thanks God, after sitting and dreaming for quite a while, i made this right decision
i faster walked out to the washroom to sprinkle some water on my face and neck to make myself awake!
at last i managed to get awake and completed the paper in time, but i knew it was very bad, i dont have enough time to study all, cos it was incredibly much, except the case that if i can study like a super nerd everyday and night consistently, not mentioning that i still need to go for 8 to 5 lectures, conduct the research, rushing assignments, print notes,...and of course there's still time spent for entertainment, house-chores, going to church,beauty sleep bla bla bla.....
i am breathless
not kidding, this problem came to me this semester
and now i knew that i should be very grateful if i can grasp a full breath.
my breathing had became so shallow and it was just like there's something stuck in the resp tract and i cant get them away. i wanted to look for a doctor last night but too bad the clinic was closed bcos it was sunday or maybe they normally closed at that time.
so until now i still cant get to breath normally i am so mad of this....it's worst when it comes to the time for study, i wanted to study but cant get my attention away from my lungs so badly wanting just a full breath of fresh air.....i just can never get enough oxygen now :( help~

i love google page^^

Google page looks so cute and fun today! bcos it's the 160th anniversary of first world's fair. See that there's a magnifying glass when you scroll your mouse over it~ this is fun. :P

the original one

this is the view under the 'magnifying glass' cool right? hahaha....