a long day

its a very tiring day,
class starts from 8am to 7pm,
there's a long break in between,
but i decided not to go back hostel today,
as i knew that if i went back i will sleep for the whole noon.
so i use that time to study the philosophy notes and complete my report.
the lessons today are killing me,
we had philosophy lecture which i dont understand why we need to study it?
and i really hate their philosophy which is so difficult to understand,
how come they have those weird thoughts....
in the evening, we had psychology lecture,
before this, i thought this subject was interesting,
but now....
i cant control my sleepiness and slept in the lecture hall,
we had psycho once a week and for 2 hours,
this 2 hours is like one whole day,
this moment i stepped into the lecture hall i started to count for the time.
(message for dear jim jim)
my dear fren,
Your words really scared me last night,
tell me what happen to you?
what made you turned so depressed recently?
i felt helpless because i couldn't be at ur side to help u,
how i wish we're now still staying at in miri & i can find u anytime,
i just hope that you are okay right now.
i am always here to help u and listen to u.
miss u a lot.
why are u missing???
no where to contact with u and i am worried.