its coming to the end of semester again

sleep deprived.....
endless VIVA EXAM
and in a blink of eye its study week! WHAT??? ITS ALREADY REACHING STUDY WEEK!
3 more weeks and i'm gonna say bye bye to year 4 sem 1,  i could hardly believe it and i dunno where my time had gone all these while~~
*TGIF* I can finally take some rest at home for the weekends.

hair story

my hair is getting SHORTER...shorter...and ...shorter.... hehehehe
i have no idea what's wrong with myself recently, probably getting addicted to cut my hair???
i thought that i wanted to grew my hair longer this time, i mean very long! maybe the length reaching my hips?

BUT then i went to cut it with Annie until medium length 2 weeks ago because i get so bored with long hair and they are so heavy, thick and i need lots of shampoo to wash them and it takes time to dry. :(

okay, that was my first attempt to cut my hair in Kedah this semester.

And out of sudden, yesterday afternoon i made my mind to perm my hair to give them some waves so they dont look so dull and straight all the time~ and there goes my second time of perming my hair with digital curls. and now my hair looks even shorter! because of the curls....i love the curls because they look quite natural compared to last time i did digital perm, but the hair stylist gave me a shock, he cut me a super straight and thick bangs which made me look like a nerd when i am wearing my specs.... =.= it looks okay when i was in the salon because that time i was wearing my contact lense and he suggested me to cut the bangs because he said i will look younger and cuter like this~ but the same nightmare happened, my fringer always get shorter after i reached home...have to wait another 2 weeks to let them grow again~~~
and i'm wondering where was the ME who wants to grow her hair long? hopefully i wont cut my hair anymore shorter now.... hehehehe

handling the stress

Too much of stress and work recently
had being rushing for everything to be done in time, assignments VIVA, test, reports, presentations.....
at times, i felt that i don't even have the energy to talk after attending the lectures the whole day and came back with the burden of all those uncompleted mission awaiting for me to complete them one-by-one.
However, God's blessing is great, i didn't realized that even how stress i felt, i had went through this week and Today is already Thursday! :)
Had my Hospital attachment clinical case presentation done yesterday. Thanks God its OVER now. i knew i hadn't have enough time to prepare well for it because i only got to knew on last Friday that i was presenting on this Wednesday, and i went for LifeGame Camp from Friday-Monday, which means that i have NO TIME to prepare at all, everything was done in a rush, i didn't much time to study about the case, the ppt slides was not done by me, i only contributed for editing the slides background here and there....felt very sorry to my partner because all the time he was doing most of the preparation work, and very thankful for him that he already studied for the case and willing to share the information to me. Even though we were not doing that well, but i', glad its over, at least i don't need to suffer for so long because the next presentation date will be on 21st Nov, its after 2 more weeks and near to exam already!

I actually wanted to cut my fringe at CS yesterday night, but then i hairstylist i am looking for was not there, so i decided not to cut my fringe first. But today i heard that Annie also wants to cut her fringe so i decided why not i also go with her to get my hair cut today, so both of us went to the salon straight after finish our lectures at 4pm. We went to De-touch, and  this was my very first hair cut in De-touch actually after staying in SP for so many years~ didn't cut too much, just get my hair trimmed a little bit so it doesn't look so heavy and dull. :) yaaay its Friday tomorrow! weekend is coming again.

STRESSED
i realized that i get stressed easier than before since this semester
final year isn't easy as i think
i need to be brave enough to face it and let the stress influence me positively rather than letting me down.
@_@
few more weeks to go, its just like when i blink my eye and its already reaching the Final exam week~~get stressed for everything

Get healthy!

Hearty Breakfast/ Brunch of the day- Omega soft boiled eggs + Toast + Milo + Banana

prepared by Evelyn!

we sweared that we must start to look after our diet more strictly than we used to from now own!!!!

and live healthy! :):)

Facial wash at Aster Spring Seberang Jaya

i am lucky enough to have Deepavali holidays, total of 4 days :) because in the original schedule for BPharm students like us actually only have one day of public holiday, and i even need to have my exam at this week~ *yeah at least now i can delay it for one more week!*

Since we're having holidays, Annie and me decided to go for facial treatment at Aster Spring outlet ,like FINALLY... which is located at Seberang Jaya. We had talked about this and planned to go even before our mid term exam ( which is more than 3 weeks before), but due to the crazily packed schedule and heavy workload of assignments and revisions bla bla bla... we postponed our plan until TODAY! and we FINALLY made it to go for the facial treatment :):)

We get offer price for the 1st trial because our friend had gave us the coupon (i remembered i get it since the 1st week of this semester!!2 months ago!so long time already eh...)

The treatment included an Aromatherapy facial massage, eye soothing massage with a normal facial wash, the treatment cost RM99.00 and it was worth it because the normal price will be rm260++.

i dare to say that, this session is really pampering! i love the aromatherapy session~I'm in mad love with it! it's really relaxing and calming! i guess it will be very useful when one is stressed. 

the beauticians at there were also working very professionally and friendly, good service they provide.

Besides, the facilities there looks good too! they even provide us changing gown, kimono, and slipper. So considerate of them. 

Anyhow, I'll probably not visiting there in this meantime, because the next time i am going there they wont be offering me this price again and its bloody expensive for me to pay RM200 just for facial treatment! this definitely will burn a big hole for my purse ( not including the aromatherapy&eye massage), and its quite far for me from Sungai Petani to travel to there too.

They are quite generous in giving the samples of their products-Dermatologica, gonna try them 1st and see how they works. Maybe in future i may try it if they are good. :)

the even provide us Kimonos and this nice changing room

The kimonos nicely hanging in the changing room

The Three Muskeeteers

After that, we went to watch the movie- "The Three Muskeeteers"

This is the time when i feel so good that i have the privilege to buy the 'student price' movie ticket  at weekdays for RM6.00! hahaha~~~There will only be few more months i can enjoy being a student and offered for "student price"

I think the movie was quite nice, and the story line is exciting and funny too. At least i don't fall asleep for watching it.

back to home at the evening and then get prepared to go for uncle's house for dinner. He had invited us for dinner because aunty cooked us fish head bee hoon! i love home food! & fish!  its delicious! Thanks God for getting us with so many kind and nice people around us~ :P there goes my wonderful Tuesday!  Happy Deepavali for my Indian friends too! :P because of you guys we can have extra holidays!hehehe

i couldn't do anything

i could hardly found the happy soul in me right now. i don't like it this way but i couldn't help. i always thought myself as a positive thinker because i will try to think the other way round whenever there's any problem. this time its different. i couldn't stop this sorrow in me.The weakest part of me is not when i am facing troubles, but its when they are related to my love ones. Somehow I'm helpless because i am not able to change anything. Thinking about the worst it could turned out brings me fear. i rather be the one in that position because i knew somehow there is someone for me where i can always share my problems with but its different when it happens on her. i can imagine the pain is unbearable in this situation. i can only pray for this to be changed.   

in the class

These were what i saw once i open my eyes after i fall asleep in the lectures (sorry you need to bend your head to look bcos i no matter how i rotate it but it still look like this when i upload them here @_@)

Fish drawn by hong san when my eyes were closed...after i just wrote 2 lines of notes. this shows how fast i get asleep in class, and how bored the lecture was.

the 'birthday wishes" he wrote in my note book and 'signed' by him and yokejia~ again reminding me (PS: don not fish in the class)

this is the 'artistic' drawings of him again, during pharmacology class. i woke up and saw my note book was not in place and i saw he stole my book for drawing this.so funny because he even draw a pond and fishing rode, fish pail bla bla bla....and wrote
'' FRUITFUL FISHING OF PHARMACO''
i think i really slept a lot for this class
* the ''B" is the mark i gave him after seeing this and he went speechless

the very dull cupboard

i realised as the years passed, the colours in my cupboard are getting darker and darker,
and i remembered i used to have many pink clothes,and also other bright colour clothes... not because i like pink that much, but i just think that i looked good in pink (because it make my skin looks fairer :P)
BUT NOW, when i look through my clothes,what i can see the most is just BLACK and GREY...:(:( blame the fact that black is the best colour when you got lots of fats to hide. the mystic of slimming effect for fat girl like me
i realised my outfit are getting so DULL and BoreD nowadays. very bad. i seriously need to get more colourful and brightening clothes now.

最近的生活只可以用两个字形容
忙。
烦。
学业和生活的压力也跟着来
人家说，压力会让人喘不过气来，
现在的我真的喘不过气来，但是一直还没找到能医治的方法。
我决定要去验血，和做螺旋杆菌测试，因为医生建议我查看是不是肠胃问题，
说来容易做来难啊~换成今天在美里就好~没有自己的交通去哪儿都难，加上时间有限，想要看专科医生却总是打退堂鼓，不到病情严重的地步总是不理~唉~~~我很讨厌这样的自己，什么事情都做不好
正常舒畅的呼吸对我来说是奢侈品。。。
失去后才懂得它的珍贵
真的真的希望这些问题毛病可以离开，
我的·要求不高，我只要能正常的呼吸就好